CNY dinners

I'm back!!! I came back on monday, the same day my results come out. At least I enjoyed my holiday before the so-called day of judgment.

I failed the same paper again (2nd time). So far I've only failed 2 papers, finally passed the third attempt for the 1st paper, now hopefully I'll pass this paper on my third attempt too.

the other 2 papers I took were borderline passes. 52 & 50 (passing mark is 50)!!!! it's a miracle, that's what it is. I'm very grateful & thankful for even passing.

I forgot that to mention that I was also going to Austria, not just Italy. So my trip was for 7 days, 3 days in Italy, 4 days in Austria. Went to the Vatican, Rome, Pisa, Florence, Venice. VENICE ^____^ it was AWESOME XD I'll blog about it, don't worry ;-) then also went to Innsbruck, Salzburg & Vienna. The snow capped mountains were very beautiful ;-)

I meant to do this before leaving, but was too lazy, so I figured there's no harm in being a little slow (or outdated). Because nobody expects me to be fast anyway ;-)

So, for those who don't know what chinese new year dinners are like, or rather, the kind of CNY dinners I eat (with relatives), I thought I'd just put up a pic ;-)

actually, the traditional CNY dinner would be dumplings, & I posted up a pic last time when I was in China, if you forgot what it looks like, it's here

I forgot to take a pic of the yee sang! but there's pictures of it online anyway. I hope this person doesn't mind me taking the pic, but I doubt it.

if I took this pic myself, it probably wouldn't look as good T_T


actually, the only reason why I wanted to blog about it was to post this pic (& talk about it of course hehe):

it's what I've been eating for years. At least, since I was about 8 years old. It's Roasted Suckling Pig. Piglet's skin. Probably people who're not used to this would find it gross lol. I loved this when I first ate it. That lasted for about 5 years before I started getting sick of it haha.

But just because I'm sick of it doesn't mean other people are sick of it ;-( so I still have to eat it, but I just eat one piece or two. Cause it's oily. That's partly what makes me feel so sick. Also cause it tends to have a lot of fat on it. Otherwise it's just crispy skin. Think of it as similar to crispy chicken skin from McD or KFC.

I normally don't talk about food, & I find it strange, so I'll stop now.


PS: dunno why my pic for the previous post doesn't work (as in, it can't be seen), but it's too much bother for me to do sth about it, cos I keep on getting an error, so it's surprising that that post could even be published T_T probably some ppl might prefer that post the way it is, without the picture lol

Random thoughts in Kuching

Happy new year!

yes, I'm back. was back a week ago, but now only posting this haha well, I was busy. Next week classes & my thesis will start, so I'll be as busy as ever again T_T the hols passed by so fast, but this time my exams ended a bit later than usual, so I think that's why I had less days of hol.

Anyway, on to the random stuff.

I can't understand why the rooster keeps on crowing all the time. I mean, really, I wake up, I hear the crow. Before I sleep, which could be like, 12 am, I heard the crow wth?!? It seems to crow all the time. Not that I mind, but it does feel like there's sth wrong with the rooster somehow.

It's not so hot this time. Keeps on raining though. I wonder whether hot & dry or cool & wet is worse, cos I dislike hot & wet. But at the moment, I prefer the weather now, I think.

One of the days when we were shopping at night (near closing time for the shopping center), the escalator going up stopped moving whereas the escalator going down was still moving. My mum laughed & commented that it's to deter/discourage people from going up & encourage people to go down (& go out) lol

We ate "imperial duck" for one of our meals. A very grand name for a duck. I couldn't help wondering whether the duck was of royal family or something. & yes, I do know what imperial means. It's just that you wouldn't expect a duck to be called imperial, but I guess it's fine too.

The people here seem to be nicer, even on the road. But like everywhere else, there will always be lousy drivers around. When I say nicer, I mean that they hardly hon at anyone, so it feels like nobody really minds if you were a bit inconvenient to other people & vice versa. Also they ALWAYS use their left & right signals. I was so surprised to see it, cos at home, it's not so common to see people always using their signals, which is actually what you're supposed to do in the 1st place.

A CHILD STOLE FROM ME. NO WAY I'M GONNA LET IT SLIDE.

My gums got swollen. I haven't had it in a long time. I don't even know why I'm having it. Why? Why?!?

BUTTER CHICKEN *____*

Downloads are slow at night ;-(

MY GLASSES BROKE WTH T_____T & I didn't think about bringing spare haih

The journey on the plane was very rocky when going back. As though we were being jostled left & right by the clouds. Probably they were just pissed when we went through them.

At home, it is so hot T__T I realised that I was never hot at Kuching in the house, just outside in the sun. But here, there's some sorta heat that lingers even in the house.

Oh, there was a place that didn't allow photographs (these days, more & more shops are like that). Which was fine, just that I was pissed that they caught me taking pictures, & the only reason that they caught me taking the pic is bcos somehow my hand was very shaky that day & I kept on taking a blur pic, so it was my 3rd attempt to take the same pic when they noticed me & gave a warning. So, out of spite, I'm putting it here (a blur pic haih)

it looks like an oil lamp. those are the kind of things I like to look at. but I wldn't buy it.

If you go to Kuching, you should definitely recognise this building because of its colours ;-D which reminds me, I saw Avatar. Well, actually I saw more shows than that, but that's another matter.

just found it amusing when I saw it.

Some stuff bought in Kuching:

I dunno y, but when I saw it, I said "anteater" without thinking

A park. Quite scenic.

The dog that guards the door that leads to the lost city. (Just kidding. Not the part about the guarding dog though)

Cold feet

Lately, I mentioned "cold feet" regarding sitting for an exam, & then it got me thinking. I'm the kind of person who has cold feet. Literally. Not all the time, of course, but when the room or place is cold, my feet are one of the 1st things to feel cold. Feel cold as in when someone touches it it feels cold, not that I feel cold where my feet are concerned.

& I was thinking that I don't know anyone who has cold feet (literally) either, except my father. Which is why long ago I came to the conclusion that it was hereditary. My mum doesn't have cold feet, her feet are always nice & warm, & she likes my cold feet lol. I guess my parents pair up well in that aspect too hehe XD

I hope that wasn't considered something private, because I obviously didn't think of it that way T_T But sometimes I mention private things that shouldn't have been mentioned, but then so do others unto me, so I suppose it is a common mistake & can't be helped.

Although my feet are generally cold, I do not get cold feet otherwise. But I was thinking that whoever who made up that phrase must be someone who gets cold feet when they're scared of doing something, so that's how this phrase came about. It's probably a very common symptom just like sweaty hands (which I don't experience either).

Just another random thought ;-) albeit a strange thought o_O; lol jk ;-D

Extract from 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'

Did I ever mention that I like to read storybooks? Well, I do, it's just that I never bothered to mention it, also because I read a lot less the past few years ;-( & because I started reading chic lit, but the feeling I get when I read chic lit & other stories are different. Which is why I purposely read chic lit, but I'm not gonna elaborate on that.

& the reason why I never mention to anyone (generally) that I like reading is because I don't think people would associate me with reading, which is fine, & also because I don't know many people who enjoy reading. So because we obviously don't share that same interest, there's no need for me to mention it. The same reason why I don't mention my other interests that are not typical.

But because I've been highly influenced by my friend, who loves phrases & extracts, I decided to post an extract that has made a great impact on me since I read it.

'The most important thing we've learned,
So far as children are concerned,
Is never, NEVER, NEVER let
Them near your television set —
Or better still, just don't install
The idiotic thing at all.
In almost every house we've been,
We've watched them gaping at the screen.
They loll and slop and lounge about,
And stare until their eyes pop out.
(Last week in someone's place we saw
A dozen eyeballs on the floor.)
They sit and stare and stare and sit
Until they're hypnotized by it,
Until they're absolutely drunk
With all that shocking ghastly junk.
Oh yes, we know it keeps them still,
They don't climb out the window sill,
They never fight or kick or punch,
They leave you free to cook the lunch
And wash the dishes in the sink —
But did you ever stop to think,
To wonder just exactly what
This does to your beloved tot?
IT ROTS THE SENSES IN THE HEAD!
IT KILLS IMAGINATION DEAD!
IT CLOGS AND CLUTTERS UP THE MIND!
IT MAKES A CHILD SO DULL AND BLIND
HE CAN NO LONGER UNDERSTAND
A FANTASY, A FAIRYLAND!
HIS BRAIN BECOMES AS SOFT AS CHEESE!
HIS POWERS OF THINKING RUST AND FREEZE!
HE CANNOT THINK — HE ONLY SEES!
"All right!" you'll cry. "All right!" you'll say,
"But if we take the set away,
What shall we do to entertain
Our darling children! Please explain!"
We'll answer this by asking you,
"What used the darling ones to do?
How used they keep themselves contented
Before this monster was invented?"
Have you forgotten? Don't you know?
We'll say it very loud and slow:
THEY . . . USED TO . . . READ! They'd READ and READ,
AND READ and READ, and then proceed
TO READ some more. Great Scott! Gadzooks!
One half their lives was reading books!
The nursery shelves held books galore!
Books cluttered up the nursery floor!
And in the bedroom, by the bed,
More books were waiting to be read!
Such wondrous, fine, fantastic tales
Of dragons, gypsies, queens, and whales
And treasure isles, and distant shores
Where smugglers rowed with muffled oars,
And pirates wearing purple pants,
And sailing ships and elephants,
And cannibals crouching round the pot,
Stirring away at something hot.
(It smells so good, what can it be?
Good gracious, it's Penelope.)
The younger ones had Beatrix Potter
With Mr Tod, the dirty rotter,
And Squirrel Nutkin, Pigling Bland,
And Mrs Tiggy-Winkle and —
Just How The Camel Got His Hump,
And How The Monkey Lost His Rump,
And Mr Toad, and bless my soul,
There's Mr Rat and Mr Mole —
Oh, books, what books they used to know,
Those children living long ago!
So please, oh please, we beg, we pray,
Go throw your TV set away,
And in its place you can install
A lovely bookshelf on the wall.
Then fill the shelves with lots of books,
Ignoring all the dirty looks,
The screams and yells, the bites and kicks,
And children hitting you with sticks —
Fear not, because we promise you
That, in about a week or two
Of having nothing else to do,
They'll now begin to feel the need
Of having something good to read.
And once they start — oh boy, oh boy!
You watch the slowly growing joy
That fills their hearts. They'll grow so keen
They'll wonder what they'd ever seen
In that ridiculous machine,
That nauseating, foul, unclean.
Repulsive television screen!
And later, each and every kid
Will love you more for what you did.
P.S. Regarding Mike Teavee,
We very much regret that we
Shall simply have to wait and see
If we can get him back his height.
But if we can't — it serves him right.'

XD I <3 this kind of rhymes, but of course that's not the only thing I liked about Roald Dahl, but his rhymes did make me laugh. Even now, they put a smile on my face ;-)

I hope to post more extracts next time ^__^

Kuching, Sarawak

It was my 1st time to ever set foot in East Malaysia lol ;-D

It felt like a small town (it is, I think), & I think it's obviously more quiet & peaceful there than here.

It was horribly hot for me though >_> It felt like it couldn't get any hotter than that, but I know that's not true, & there are much hotter places around, but really, it's like the sun was beating down on us T_T only during the afternoons though, it's quite cool during the nights & mornings (nice breeze ^__^).

It seems there's only kolo mee there most of the time, & hardly much else ^^; But that's regarding food. Although it's recommended for people trying to diet, especially for fussy people like me, because there's nothing much to eat (as in, the variety), & because you'd rather not eat sometimes ;-P

Regarding other things, there's probably not much else too lol no nightlife, everyone sleeps early, but then, so do I, so it's not really a problem... not as early as when the shops close, which were like, 8??? But I'm the kind of person who'd be happy at home with a book or a computer (preferably online, but not necessary), so of course I didn't mind the fact that there was no nightlife ;-)

Oh, if you go there, you'd notice that there are A LOT of cafes around (but actually, they're just coffee shops like the ones here). I only can remember Friendship Cafe & Palm Cafe, cos Palm cafe was the nearest to where we stayed, & we ate there twice, & friendship cafe because it reminded me of the Friendster cafe in Sunway Pyramid, which I always thought was such a stupid name that obviously lacks creativity since it only opened way after friendster.com itself. There was one called Thompson's Corner (didn't end with cafe at least, but it was another coffee shop). I liked the way his display looked cos it looked like it was comic sans lol oh! there was tarot cafe there too XDD always quite a lotta people whenever we passed it. For those who don't know, there's a comic series called The Tarot Cafe which I <3 ^__^

no, it's not a jet plane, it's a boat lol



the boats used for the race (not the one just now, that was probably just for display)



how the riverside looks ^__^



one of the most beautiful buildings in, I don't remember, Asia? I think it's a government building of some sort, excuse me for forgetting these trivial details ;-P

The way to become deaf

... or at least, one of the ways.



1. Must have some sort of noisy presence (which is either irritating or distracting or disturbing).

2. The noise lasts for quite a while (could be pretty long), prompting you to ignore the noise by listening to your ipod/mp3 player.

3. Blast your ears off trying to shut off the background noise, even if it gives you a headache cos it's so hard for the music to actually be louder than the noise.

4. 1-3 repeats, & after a certain amount of repetition, the level of deafness would continue to half-deaf, & finally fully deaf.

Indicators of deafness increasing: If you were listening at xx volume & you felt it was loud, & the next time you listened at the same volume it didn't feel loud enough, you're well on your way.

I think getting deaf is hardly a choice for me, because of all the noise around me T____T

Holidays!!!

My exams just ended!!! Which is why I'm finally blogging so long after being inactive for so long~ ^^; well, quite long, but actually, it was about a month, or less, that I started cutting off from going online...

Unfortunately, I've nothing much to say except that I'm feeling so... free. It's like, floating in the air, the burden on my shoulders has disappeared O_O;; I feel.... I dunno what to feel hahahahahaha

Normally, in my stressful moments, I'd dream of all the things to do when my exams end, & I'd write them down. This time I forgot, but since I remembered it very near the exams, I still wrote down a bit of things that I'd like to do. There are A LOT of things I'd want to do, all to do with wasting time, so the best time would be in the hols. A lotta stuff I've been wanting to do since last year or the year before that. I guess there're too many ways to waste time, a person'd never actually finish them lol.

It's strange, but during studying for exam, I actually lost the desire to download. But that's most probably cos of the lousy connection in my house and the poor download speed. So most probably this time in the hols I'm gonna spend a lotta time reading. There's been lots of books that I haven't read, & kept on delaying.

There were 2 forums I've been obsessed with lately tho. One was juz recently (bad timing tho), last fri, the other was earlier on, & I wanted to blog about it, but I changed my mind, & by now, I'm not so obsessed already ^^;

The reason why I wanted to blog about it was actually because I'm a global moderator on that forum! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA *proud* I've always wanted to be a moderator on a forum, & I finally became one! & I wanted to help expand the forum, which is why I wanted to blog about it here... you see, there are only 4 members on the forum ^^; sadly, it feels quite pathetic, & telling ppl it has 4 members is not a really good start, but even if you felt pity & joined, there'd be no meaning if you didn't post, but it's up to you what you want to do anyway, & I understand how lazy it feels to post in forums & keep track with posts ;-)

& blogging is for the sake of sharing, rather than for ulterior motives, although I usually have ulterior motives when I say, ask or do something ;-P well, maybe not all the time, but pretty much... there're times when I'm zoned out, & for some reason ppl expect me to have an ulterior motive at that time, of all times ^^;

Anyway, when I have a topic to blog (hopefully more now, since I'm free), I'll post again ;-) until then~ ^__^

Personality test (quite narrow-minded, in my opinion)

This week, my coll is having holiday, so no one is having classes this week. Most ppl are very happy because they finished the test on monday & can enjoy this whole week. However, I still have a test next week (one of the unfortunate ones), so I still have to study this week T__T which I haven't been doing much because I've been influenced by the festive season (which isn't very hard for me to be influenced).

So, I feel bad for putting something like this again, like my previous post, but I really like doing this kinda tests! ^^; so, next time, I hope to post something... better, obviously, & not juz this kinda mindless stuff which is actually quite relaxing lol ;-P

ok, it is advised that you take a piece of paper & write down the answers, but you might as well do it on microsoft word or something XP
the answers are at the bottom, after all the questions... I didn't put my answers there, cos I don't wanna give my personality away through this test, except for some I don't mind disclosing ;-D

(sorry if the font looks weird, I'm getting irritated by blogger edi T_T)

You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)

You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...

(5) What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)

Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...

(6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.

(7) What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)

You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...

(8) Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)

Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...

(9) Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)

Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

(10) What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,

(12) What is the bridge made of? (metal/wooden/rattan)

Across the bridge, there is a horse.

(13) What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse.

(15) You have 3 options:

(i) run and hide in the box?

(ii) run and hide under the bridge?

(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

Did the questions feel kinda repetitive? They did to me XP ok, now for the answers...

Here are the interpretations:

(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.

(3) Water in vase (typical question *rolls eyes*):
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! :)

(4) Material of vase (I chose the breakable kinda material, because that's what vases are usually made of, & that's partly why I don't like vases ^^;):
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life

(5) Flow of waterfall (I thought this was a stupid interpretation, personally, I hope you agree with me on this XP):

0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends

(7) Castle (I chose old, because castles ARE normally old T__T;):
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water (hehehe I said yes XP):
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

(9) The money from the clear water pool (if it's clear, then how could I not say yes if I said yes for the prev q?!? ;-P):
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.

(10) The size of the box (I chose small, it reminded me of pandora's box, you see T_T):
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box) (I chose wooden, dunno why, but I feel it should be a wooden box lol ;-)):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining)

– humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality

(12) The material of the bridge (oh, I choose wooden too, couldn't help imagining a wooden bridge):
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

(13) Colour of the horse (oh, this was hard for me to choose, cos I like horses ^^; but I think I chose brown, because most horses are brown, but I like white horses & black horses too XD):
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

(14) Horse action (of course I imagined the horse to be nibbling grass, I mean, why would I imagine the horse to be running around?!? O_O;;):
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.

(15) This the last but most important part of the test. (I have no comment for this one ;-P)

Now, the above is signified by these things:

tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner

(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems.

As you can see, these are the answers. It's up to you whether you believe it or not, but most of the time I'm just taking it for fun, so I advise you to not take it so seriously whatever you got for your answer ;-)

ok, I gotta go already, hope you enjoyed this test, for laughs ;-)

Pixar Studio Video Clips

after doing the tag, I kinda forgot what I wanted to blog ^^; I'm not saying that it's the tag's fault or anything lol it's just that, when I decided to blog, regardless of whether I had the time or not, I just sorta ran out of ideas... especially all the random ones

the thing is, I do feel kinda bad, cos I'm having exams next week, & I'm still slacking T_T but it's kinda irritating, these internal exams... I just had it 3 weeks ago, & after this exam, I'll be having another one 3 weeks after that >_> hopefully, it does help tho, cos I'm sick of exams... well, at least there'll be a public hol after this exam *__* I <3 hols XD

anyway, I managed to get an idea of sth to blog, because recently I juz extracted some video to share with ppl, which was what I wanted to do for a long time, but was lazy... so I thot I'd upload it as well ;-) but then I changed my mind bcos it'll be copyrighted & stuff, so I juz looked for it on youtube lol




this is Lifted... the 1st one I watched... it's funny, but I feel it's sadistic at the same time ^^;



this is geri's game... it's ok, not that funny in a slapstick way, but I thot it was quite interesting...



this is one man brand... the only one I saw long ago actually... I thot the girl was funny, & it was not bad also... especially the end ^^




& this is my fav. , for the birds XD cos the birds are cute & funny, & they remind me of human nature, & I liked the other big bird in it too, but I felt the birds were kinda mean, so there was justice in the end lol

& that's it... I hear thunder edi O_O;;;; hope you enjoyed the comedy~ ;-)

Heath Ledger XD

Hmm reminds me of the typical blonde pretty boy kinda look (which he doesn't like hearing from other ppl), but who cares, I still like him anyway (generally, my type are not the blonde with curly hair type ^^; ), regardless of his looks ;-P altho 1st impressions do matter obviously...

If you read the previous post, you’d know that I’m doing a separate post about him. ;-P the only thing is I bet u didn't think it'd be that fast, but that's because generally, I'd blog one post at a time, but I guess this is sorta proof of my feelings ^^; since I like him so much (& I feel that he deserves it), but I felt that I shouldn’t even if I wanted to, because I don’t want to bother & bore ppl with my ranting & gushing about a person (well, actor, so I don’t even know him) that I like. Also, I do that offline, so the ppl around me are tired with it lol ;-P

When I say obsession, this time it’s not the kind like I experienced with DBSK (if you don’t know, it’s a Korean boy band that I liked a lot, & was super obsessed with at one time). As in, about DBSK, I’d look for their pics, vids, ANYTHING about them that I could find ^^; whereas for Heath Ledger, I just can’t stop thinking about him (of course, I couldn’t stop thinking about DBSK too), but I won’t really bother to do anything else to find more about him & all that. I’m just content with thinking about him. & I’d keep on sighing, & thinking, “It’s really too bad that he died.” ;-( maybe it’s because he’s dead that I’m not finding out anything more about him, but I don’t think that’s the case. & because I keep on saying that, I couldn’t help saying it to the guy that I currently like a lot (whom I probably will never mention again, although I’m very sure he won’t read my blog or suspect that it’s him, but it’s just that I’d rather not talk about my personal love life T_T), but the guy that I like agreed with me! Hahaha ^__^ so we were both sighing, & shaking our heads, saying, “It’s really such a pity/waste that he died.”

Anyway, my obsession about him started around before june, cos I was re-watching Casanova.

This was the other pic that I was considering to put for my tag, but in the end, I put the other one, cos I think that ppl look better when they smile, but for some reason, most of the pics of good-looking guys are not taken when they are smiling, so altho being able to see their features more clearly, in detriment you won't know how nice they really look when they smile. ^^; but I think this pic is more suitable for the show, because this is the only nice pic I found of him in that wig, & because it's not easy to look nice in that wig, but he passed~ ;-P

It feels like coincidence, but around april or may, I really felt like watching Casanova, & at that time, I was trying to find out more about the show so that I can download it, & then I found out that his name was Heath Ledger, & I was wondering why his name was so familiar, & I couldn’t help noticing that he died in jan 2008, & I was thinking, “wow, so recent” & then when I saw the reason of his death, then I remembered my father telling me about it in jan about his death, & I didn’t even know his name at the time, so my father was trying to make me remember. & he said, “Oh, the guy who acted in Nightingale, or something like that… a very good actor, he was climbing up in his career, you know.” At that time, I wasn’t very interested, until he said, “He’s the one who acted in Brokeback Mountain.” & that got me all excited ^^; (I still haven’t seen it yet, even though I have it with me & I want to) & my father said something like, it was divine punishment for acting in something like that, but of course I didn’t feel that way.

So, at that time, I started thinking, “it’s such a pity that he died”, cos I really liked Casanova a lot, & I would’ve obviously liked to see him act in more shows.

& that’s how my obsession grew. It flared up again during this month because of Batman. Because everyone was talking about him, I realised that it was sorta because of this show that he died. What I didn’t know, until the day before I saw the show, was that he managed to finish acting in it before he died. XD I thought he died before he even started acting in it! So, I was really excited to watch Batman then. & I saw it HAHAHAHAHA. ^__^ I mean, it’s too bad he was acting as a villain & all that (obviously, I’d want to see the actor that I like acting as a good person), but I feel that I get even more attracted to villains than heros, & he acted very well XD so I was very happy that I got to see him one more time, even though it’s so sad that it’s the last.

The first time I saw him in the movie, I could hardly recognise him, but since I knew it was him, I couldn't help going sth like "Aaah!" in that kinda fangirly voice ^^;

There were quite a lotta parts I liked in the Batman movie. Most of them was because of Joker ^_^ & it’s funny to say this, but I wanted to know more about Joker after watching it lol XD it’s like, because of his acting, it evoked my feelings, & that’s why I admire him so much. I was so curious about Joker, I actually was going to read the comics about him, just to find out more. But someone told me about Joker, so I was quite satisfied & relieved, because I didn’t really wanna read the comic anyway, & I’ve been disappointed before in similar situations ^^;

The thing was that although I would’ve liked to review movies (especially new ones, because it’s not often that I get to see a new movie when it comes out & everyone’s talking about it), but the reason why I never blogged about it is because I don’t like spoilers, so I don’t like giving spoilers as well. & considering how I feel about spoilers, I wouldn’t wanna read my own blog if I didn’t see the movie yet, & there wouldn’t really be much point blogging about it after everyone’s forgotten about it either. So, that’s why, even though I really want to, I’m not going to talk about the Batman movie. T_T

But I’ll talk a bit about Joker, without really referring to anything that happened in the movie. In the newspaper that I read, he was supposed to be a deranged serial killer or sth like that. I especially remembered the word “deranged” & “killer” but I didn’t think he was deranged, although I understand why he was considered deranged. I shouldn’t really say this, in case ppl think I’m crazy too, but he was just killing for his own reason, so I felt that was sort of justified (although I don’t mean this in real life, only in shows). As in, he obviously didn’t think very much of ppl’s lives, & everything was like a game to him, & his life didn’t seem to matter very much to him either (or so it seems, but he wouldn’t really let himself get killed meaninglessly). The way he killed ppl was brilliant, & cleverly thought of. & you see, in my opinion, as long as he doesn’t kill the person he loves, that’s good enough. ^^;

So I couldn’t help wondering about his past & all that (which is why I wanted to read the comics at that time). But the way he was portrayed in the show was different than his character in the comics (from what I heard about the comics), so I’m glad I didn’t read the comics because then I would’ve felt that he wasn’t acting his part properly ^^; & because I didn’t really feel he was deranged, I was curious to know what he was thinking most of the time (like how I wish to know what ppl are thinking most of the time), but sadly, in joker’s case, I think his thoughts aren’t much, apart from making batman angry & killing ppl off. But he was quite funny at the same time, so it was entertaining to watch him even though he was a villain ^^

As you can see, the paint on his face is coming off, so I couldn't help but be curious about why he would paint his face in the first place, whereas the Joker's face in the comic is natural.

Also, while I was obsessing about him, I heard that other ppl were obsessing about the Batman guy, & I was like, “huh…” T_T So that’s partly why I wanted to blog about this, although I’m sure there’re a lot more fans of his other than me (who’s a new fan anyway). Because I obviously think that Heath Ledger outshone Christian Bale, but that’s my opinion, so whatever readers think, they should keep it to themselves, & they can be rude about me in their own blogs, as long as they don’t bother me in MY blog ^^;

& I think that Heath Ledger is hotter anyway, even though you can’t see it in Batman ^^; He’s definitely more fun to watch, & it’s nice to see him kill other villains (the small fry ones) rather than to see a hero just capture them & obviously not killing them, even if they really deserved it (I guess I’m really violent & cold-hearted, cos I don’t have any pity for those other villains).

Anyway, I think I wrote a lot about him already, & any more of it wouldn’t be much point, cos I wrote most of the things I was thinking about already, without giving any spoilers. The nice thing about putting this in a separate post is that I can put more pics of him! hahahaha XD

This pic reminds me of when he talks. & he keeps on licking his lips, dunno why. & I couldn’t help thinking, I don’t know what’s the big deal about seeing guy licking their lips, even though a lotta girls like it, but since I’ve experienced it before when I saw this jap singer I liked doing it, I sorta understand how it feels. For Joker, I couldn’t seem to take my eyes of his lips & tongue when he did that *___* haha that sounds weird, I know ^^; It’s like, I didn’t know which to look at more (or rather, where to focus), his eyes, his lips, or overall, his face expressions ^^; I guess that’s what happens when you really like someone who’s dynamic XD

Ok, I will stop here, although I can go on, but I choose not to *sighs* At least, I don’t really have that heartache feeling, but it’s still bad when you have an infatuation (oh, what girls are cursed with lol XP). I’ve never seen a guy being infatuated as badly as girls, but I’m sure there are in this world, so yeah, I sympathise also, & I’ve just to wait for it to pass. I wonder how long it’ll take for it to go away ^^;

& I thought that I'll juz put a few more pics at the end, since it doesn't really matter anyway, & viewing pics should be faster & easier than reading, & you don't have to see the pics if you don't want to ;-)

I thought it was a good pic, since it showed some of the shows he acted in, & I saw all of them before, except Brokeback Mountain, which I plan to see anyway... what I didn't know was that he acted in Brothers Grimm. So, I re-watched it ^__^ it was not bad, but again, I could hardly recognise him in that show because he was having facial hair & he was wearing specs, but he was quite cute in that show too ;-)

I dunno why, but when I see Joker's pics, I seem to see this pic everywhere, so I thought I might as well put it here, just for the sake of it ;-D probably that's his standard look lol

I quite liked this pic of Joker, because here I can see more of Heath Ledger than Joker, but I don't remember seeing his face so clearly in the show... strange... ^^;

and to end it, a nice pic of him, in the cover of the Casanova XD quite seductive, in my opinion ^__^

oh wait, no, I'm not gonna end it yet... since someone felt tat the general sexy pic I put is gay, I'm gonna put the other one I was considering (if u think that's gay too, I have nothing to say already lol ^^; )... & u can go ahead & laugh all u want XP

McCD

This is about an incident that happened 2 days ago, which I would consider really recent (since I normally don’t get around to writing about it so fast), but it’s just that I was quite happy about what happened, so I thought I’d write it. ;-)

I’ll try to keep it as short as possible, so we’ll see how short it is.

You see, what happened was that lately, McDonalds is having a lot of promotion, free coupons etc… so, my friend, who loves freebies (or rather, free food) told me about it, & we went to McD a lot of times because of that (it seems that I just realized that some of my friends now are the kind who actually pay attention of offers, promotions, coupons, unlike me ^^;).

So, the thing is, that there’s this challenge thing where you chant these 4 lines in 4 seconds to get a free big mac. Of course, you don’t just chant it, you have to buy a McValue meal before you can get an entry coupon to chant, but there’re ways to get an entry coupon without buying a McValue meal hehehe. XD

Anyway, these are the 4 lines:

Two all beef patties
Special sauce, lettuce
Cheese, pickles, onions
On a sesame seed bun!

You can try to see whether you can do it in 4 seconds, but cos I’m a pessimistic person, I thought it was impossible. My friend, however, seems to be good at speaking fast, so she could do it easily.

Anyway, we went there quite a number of times to go & chant & get free big macs, & at one of those times, I noticed a stack of cds (they looked like audio, but I don’t think they are, but it has songs inside) there, so we asked what it was for, & it seemed that they were consolation prizes, & cos I kinda like cds (I dunno why though), so I was thinking that I might as well try chanting it, & if I can’t, then I get the cd anyway.

The funny thing was, I actually managed to do it in 4 seconds! Lol~ ^^;
So I didn’t get the cd, which I couldn’t help but feel that I wanted the cd, or else I wouldn’t have tried to chant it, but I thought, never mind, I can always try to chant again & see whether I make it in 4 seconds.

But even though I tried again a few times after that, I didn’t get the cd, & I didn’t want to purposely lose, you see. But every time I came, I would sort of stare longingly at the stack ^^;

So, what happened was the woman who always timed us (I think she could recognize us cos we came nearly every day there for the past week, even if we didn’t chant it) saw that I wanted the cd, so then she actually said, “You can have it if you want.”

& I couldn’t believe what she was saying, cos she already told us last time that they were consolation, & so I had to lose to get that cd, so I said, “Really?” & she said yes. So, I was stuttering by that time, & trying to say that I thought that I needed to lose 1st before I could get it.

But she gave it to me anyway, & she said, “Well, you’re supposed to lose first to get the cd, but you can take it anyway.”

^__________^

She was so nice~ XD

So, that’s how I got a free cd in my hands, & all the while, I couldn’t help thinking about how nice she was to give me a free cd when I didn’t even do anything ^^

& I’d like to go on about how nice she is, but that’s silly right, so I’ll stop here ^^;

There isn’t much to say, because if I said more, I’ll be repeating myself, & I don’t wanna do that.

But she IS nice~ XP

I was really touched, happy & grateful after that, so I wanted to blog about it because you don’t meet many ppl like that these days.

But then again, maybe I was fooled (in a way) because maybe she was just like a salesman who gives you a small gift when you actually already paid a lot before that. T_T; because after thinking about it, she’s not really losing anything, because we won so many big macs before this, which we could have lost, so think how many cds she would’ve been giving us then.

But even if she wasn’t naturally nice, she’s still not so bad, because it was not necessary to give me the cd, but maybe she’s quite a PR person, I dunno.

Anyway, I’ve finished blogging, & I should be studying now, since I really feel like I’m gonna fail law. O_O;

It’s so stupid, how can anyone remember so friggin much?!? T_T; it just goes on & on & on, & it’s hard to write & answer the stupid question~ ;-(

That’s why I think it’s obvious I still haven’t grown up yet, but I don’t see how I can suddenly grow up, but maybe I must just answer law questions every day & try to write as much as possible without actually writing crap. ^^;

Sorry to end it like this, I shouldn’t be complaining about my problems, so I’ll really stop here. ;-)

See ya next time! ^__^

PS: is the post short? XP

Apology T_T

hi... sorry to all the ppl who checked my blog, cos I didn't blog since last year >_>;

well, if you knew me well enough, you'd know that I am this kinda person, procrastinator, lazy etc... I mean, my excuses for not blogging was bcos once my classes started, I didn't have time, which is half true, but obviously not true enough, bcos it's just that I don't have extra time to blog, after cutting out the time I need to spend in my studies & the time that I want to spend enjoying myself ^^;

cos I like blogging, but it always tires me out, you see, so that's why I haven't been blogging for so long... but I still think about it, isn't that dumb? ^^;

for eg, these were the things I wanted to blog about:

1. New Year's resolutions
2. my trip in Japan XD
3. any other random stuff

yeah, that's pretty much about it, as no. 3 sums it all up for me ;-)

but anyway, the reason why I dared come back to blog (even though I have another test next week), is bcos Karyn tagged me ^__^ I mean, I don't mind being tagged, especially since the tag is something that I'll definitely be better in doing than her hehehehe XP

so, my next post will be about the tag, & I'm still wondering whether I'm gonna do it this week, or after my tests, but that depends on my mood lol ^^; anyway, this post is short & nice (for me ;-P), whereas the tag will definitely be longer & have at least 10 pics (which I need to think about 1st before posting), so it may not be this week, depending on how slow I am T_T; (yes, I am slow, unfortunately)...

but it feels great to blog again! ^^ there's so many things that I wanna say sometimes, but it just slips my mind so easily... & I'd like to be funny in my blog, but I'm not sure whether I can do that, but I'll try my best... ;-)

once again, thanks to all who still checked on my blog, you guys are awesome! XD

& here's sth funny (some ppl may know about it, but if you don't, you must not miss it! ;-D) that I showed to some ppl but not to everybody, & since this is my 1st time doing this, it's obviously worth it ;-P



it's a youtube vid (obviously), & it was recommended, & normally I don't see youtube vids, but I saw this, & I'm glad I did ^__^ so enjoy~ ;-)

EXAMS OVER!!!

finally, my exams are over, yay~ ;-D

but sadly, I didn't do well for the most impt paper, so I'm hoping & praying that I don't fail... >_<;
& after I finished that particular exam, I felt like crying, & I would if I could, but I guess I'm not that kind of person, cos I didn't...

anyway, to continue on a more happier note (correction: I know it should be happier without the "more", but I'm trying to emphasize here ;-P), since it's over, it's no use crying over spilt milk, so I shld juz enjoy wat little time I have as my holiday ^^;

u could say this is my t0-do list, but since it's holidays, the point is to do whatever you feel like doing at the spur of the moment... ^^

download (which is what I do nearly all the time anyway)
read comics (obviously, I'd like to enjoy what I download ;-P)
read storybooks (I only like reading fiction, unfortunately, & love stories at that)
read fanfiction (I'd have to search online for it though, which can sometimes be tiring)
watch TV (if I have time, cos there's a lotta dramas that I didn't get to watch since the beginning of this year)
chat on forums (I wanted to do this sometime during sept, now feel a bit lazy tho)

& yeah, tat's about it... actually, there are quite a lotta things I need to do in a detailed way, but I don't really wanna mention it, cos it's boring & probably only I will understand it... & what I wrote about is kinda what I want to do, not what I should do or have to do, those are different...

oh yeah, actually, blogging is another thing, but also feel lazy, & yet, now is the best time to blog about as many things as I want to say... ^^

so I hope I can blog as much as possible, considering the time I take to post sth... ^^;

which reminds me, that I wanted to mention this... although I said that I'll be sharing my opinions & whatnot, that actually included shows I watched, because that's one of the things where I can put up one or two pics hahahaha XP

because I like to talk about certain shows, especially when it made an impact on me, but normally, I tend to ponder about the show after watching it, so it shows what kind of ppl there are in this world, because a lotta ppl I know don't think about the show after watching it, which is kinda sad to me, but on the other hand, maybe they're not wasting their time by doing so, like me... hehe... ;-P

so, this is my starting post for my holiday... & we'll see how many things I can say during this short period of time hahahahahaha XP

juz a pic, or two

I love pics~ ^__^ well, generally speaking, that is... ;-)

which makes me feel that my blog may be a little... boring, you know? but there's no way I'm gonna put pics of my life (although I did consider it once), but I did call my own blog "secrets" for a reason, & basically, the reason why it may not be updated often is either because I'm lazy (which may be quite often), or that I don't really have any secrets to say, or rather no thoughts or opinion to share...

so, when thinking about it, what kinda pics would I be able to post if I'm only writing my thoughts or opinion? I couldn't think of anything...

& also, it sounds funny to say this, but I feel torn apart about putting up pics. am I putting pics I want ppl to see, or that I would want to see? it's hard to put up a pic to satisfy both, but I can't satisfy everybody who may be reading my blog, so it's kinda funny when I think about it that way ;-P

for example (cos this is the funniest thing I'm thinking of right now), if I were to put gay pics here, I can already hear someone saying "argh!!! you & your gay pics! you freak!" ^^; haha lol I think sometimes I do that juz to piss that person off hehe XP

so anyway, that may be why I'm hesitating to put pics on my blog, but also, as much as I like pics, I just don't feel like putting any pics for no reason cos I'll feel stupid T_T;

& these days I hardly seem to be saving any pics (maybe it's cos of the exams, so I can't fully enjoy myself online? hmm... ;-P) but today I saved this pic that was funny to me, or rather, amusing in a way, so I thought I'd put it up... ;-)

oh! after seeing this pic, I remembered that I must definitely put this one up, cos it's still the most cutest thing I have ever seen! XD

unfortunately for this pic, so far the comments were "slutty" or sth similar to that ^^;

PS: my school teacher (as in, secondary school) called me today... how nice of her~ ;-D
it's good to know once in a while that you are cared for... so if possible, you should call or sms or at least keep in contact with ppl whom you don't see often, unless of course you're not interested in keeping in touch... & btw, I'm not advertising for phones or anything like that ;-P

Morality

Moral test was held a few days ago... dunno whether passed or not, cos I hardly studied for it, but I think it should be ok... ^^;

but, I did read the textbook a bit, & I couldn't help thinking, if it was a subject that was considered important in our course, I might be more interested in it, but because it is a compulsory thing to take, no matter what course you're in, that irritates me, & that's why I never expected moral to be... not as boring as I expected... ;-P

the 1st thing you will see when you open the textbook is all about ethics, values & morals, the definitions... there are also quite a lot of theories in it, which could be quite interesting, cos they're quite philosophical...

the thing that irritated me at 1st was that the textbook was basically copying quotes mentioned from philosophers & showing both sides of an argument, & after that, giving a conclusion, mainly emphasising that "there is no right or wrong" or sth like that...

but there were some parts I liked, juz that now I can't really remember anymore, & I don't really want to look at the book again, so I'll try to say from what I remember...

hmm, I may be wrong, but there were some parts where it said something like, morality is how you look at it, there is no exact right or wrong (but there are a lot of quotes & what other people say, so there's 2 sides to the argument)... so, in the end, it doesn't really matter, juz do what you feel is right & stuff like that... of course, there are a lot of moral theories supposedly...

anyway, now having to study hard for the next exam, which is quite soon ;-(
life is so depressing at times... T_T;

Desktop Background

Subsequent to my bookmarks post, I decided to post my current background pic... XD

cos I keep on changing my current background normally, & once in a while, it'll stay a certain background for quite a while (cos it's soothing to look at, or I've got a soft spot for it), so this is the background that I'm not willing to change atm... ;-D

*sigh* I dunno why, but this pic always touches my heart... maybe it's because I know the character a bit (it's based on an anime), & it's not juz a drawing or face to me, but I wonder whether other ppl can see it as well... so, if you have any comments, juz tell me~ ^^

my sis commented that he looked a bit like Kim Jeong Hoon, who's a Korean actor, & I only know him from the drama Princess Hours, which my sis saw the cover of, & maybe a few more pics... she said that that it's that sad kind of smile which is kinda sweet... & I was so happy that she said that, bcos I felt the same way too~ ^__^ I guess sisters can be quite alike... XD

anyway, I googled his name & found 2 nice pics that remind me of my desktop background, & I think this was the pic that my sis was thinking about also... so, you can compare the similarities for yourself... ;-)

another pic which is obviously focusing on his face~

haha anyway, seems like the bookmarks post wasn't my last in a while, but ah well, it reminds me of when someone told me that it's better not to promise anything in case you can't fulfill it & you let the person you promised to down, & juz do whatever it is instead of promising, so the person will not expect it anyway... ;-)

Google bookmarks

Hmm, this will be my last post in a while, cos I think there’s not much time even if I wanted to blog already… T_T;

Haha anyway, let me juz blog about sth random today ^^

Cos karyn introduced me to google bookmarks, I got influenced & I think it’s very great & convenient etc… but, of course, I wouldn’t be influenced unless it was really good, or at least better than saving bookmarks on my com… ;-P

Anyway, I hope I’m not doing too much, but I have a lotta bookmarks there… it makes downloading easier too, but actually, I got that idea from karyn, so it shows how I can’t seem to think of such things… T_T;

So, I wanted to put the pic of juz how many bookmarks I have, but also, if you dun use google bookmarks, I recommend that you do… XD

But then again, I dun really like promoting stuff, unless I really liked it or sth, & it’s weird if I were to say that I liked google bookmarks that much.. XP

yup, that's about it... juz wanted to proudly show off how many links I have, although actually more than 50% are my download links... XD

Public holidays & Sundays

Normally, ppl would obviously be happy when it’s a public holiday, cos then they’ll be like, “Yay, can sleep, can rest, can go out” & so on. Nobody would have to work or study on that day, except for those who willingly do it, & those who are probably working in certain jobs like restaurants, shopping malls, cinemas, & hospitals etc.

The thing is, I dun really like public holidays. Of course, I’d prefer a public holiday to a normal weekday, but to me, a public holiday is just like a Sunday, except for the fact that I dun need to go to church. To be honest, I dun wanna go to church, but my parents won’t let me not go, so I go not of my own free will. T_T;

So, to be honest, although since I was young, my least favourite day would be Monday, which is a least favourite day for most normal ppl, I think my least favourite day would be Sunday, which would be for around the same reasons that I dun like public holidays as much as I would have liked to.

Can you guess why?

This may make it seem like my life kinda revolves around this, which is half-true, but I dun wanna think of it that way. It all goes back to my father. Sometimes, I even wonder whether I count as someone that has been traumatized before, but most of the time, I just dismiss it as me being crazy as usual. ^^;

Since I was young, Sunday was a day where I’ll feel horribly trapped at home, even though we went to church & all. It’s like, if I dun study, I’ll get scolded, so I have to study. But, I really don’t want to study, so sometimes I tend to not focus on what I’m studying because I’m so reluctant to study. T_T;

Other than that, I guess Sunday was still ok for me other than the fact that I’m not free to do what I like… now, there’s not much difference, but I’m quite used to it, & it’s true that I do need to use that time to study.

Anyway, this is my 2^nd post where I wrote sth a little more unpleasant which involves my father, so I dun think I’ll be writing these kinda things for a while. That’s also bcos I feel like I’m showing my ugly, dark side, which may not be a good first impression, since these are still my first few posts… --"

But, it's true that I still feel depressed on Sundays normally, but that may be for a different reason... if you really wanna know, you might have to ask me personally, but it'll be hard for me to say it out... most ppl have no idea why though... ;-S

Hopefully, I’ll start thinking of more cheerful things to blog, but I dun think I’ll be able to blog for some time cos of studies, unless I have a death wish or sth… ^^;

Comeback Post

Hi~

It's been so long since I've blogged... ^^;
not that I didn't want to, it's a long story...

but, since I'm lazy to write the long story, I'll cut it short ;-P

basically, when I came back from holiday, I found out that the com didn't work (NOOOOO!!!!) . But then, with my brilliant idea, we (my family, cos we all love using the internet XD) used the older com to go on9... sadly, bcos there was sth with my older com, it couldn't load certain websites, including blogger T_T;

so, it's kinda a good excuse to be lazy, but it's also the truth lol XP
anyway, I was deprived of that so-called privilege for at least a month, but thank God, the com is back again, & so I can blog (umm, not sure whether that's a gd thing, since I've gotten more lazy) XP

nevertheless, I missed blogging (even though I only blogged, like what, 5 times?)...
anyway, forgive the lameness, I needed to de-stress, cos college life is quite sad... busy and hard work lor...

ok, cancel the hard work ;-P

so, another good excuse not to blog, but I can't keep giving excuses, so that's partly the reason for this post... I seem to have a lot ideas that never materialise, though... T_T;

anyway, progress test is next week, so definitely shouldn't blog (cos it's more suicidal for me if I do that), but after progress test, hopefullly I can blog (based on various reasons or circumstances that may happen after the test... you never noe ^^;)...

until then~ ;-)

Dedicated Post

This is a dedicated post to my friend, Karyn.
Why?
Cos it's her bday today ;-)

anyway, think of it as a online present, cos I'd like to do sth better, but seriously can't think of anything else, so I came up with this...

although, as a favour, pls don't tell anyone I wrote this... it'll be our secret, ok? ^__^

I wrote you a poem (so-called poems, but my poems never rhyme)... & if you like, I can write more for you next time, but I dun think it's such a good idea cos you'll find out my style in writing & realise it's all around the same & eventually get bored of it... T_T; that's y some things are better once & juz once... ^^;

Your Special Day

Everyday is a special day,
But to me, today's more special,
'Cause it's your birthday today,
And I'll never forget it.

I've been friends with you for five months,
And you've been really good to me,
I'm so glad that I met you,
And thank God for your existence.

It's fun spending time with you,
'Cause with you, I never get bored,
People love to hang out with you,
'Cause of your personality.

You're smart, pretty and nice,
I get motivated by you,
You affect other people too,
It shows the difference you made.

Of course, I like to see you smile,
Because I care about you,
So don't feel that no one cares,
'Cause when you're sad, I feel sad too.

So enjoy your birthday today,
'Cause it only comes once a year,
Remember that we (your family and friends) love you,
And you're always precious to us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ^__^

hope you liked it~ ^^;
some ppl get grossed out by this kinda stuff, so I hope you don't... actually, I'd like to put a pic or sth (you noe, of a cute guy, that kinda stuff), but I was thinking, you probably won't like them, & I dun really have any good pics to put anyway, plus, our taste is still a bit different ^^; so, juz imagine a hot spanish guy as ur on9 bday present.. XP *gives virtual cookies too*

yesterday, my parents were asking me what I wanted for my bday present, & I was like, "Hmm... I dunno"... cos the thing I want most rite now is my downloads, but that's sth I get for myself... & they can't give me fast connection.. T_T;

so, we'll see what my bday present is.. muahahaha!!! lol~ XP