Holidays!!!

My exams just ended!!! Which is why I'm finally blogging so long after being inactive for so long~ ^^; well, quite long, but actually, it was about a month, or less, that I started cutting off from going online...

Unfortunately, I've nothing much to say except that I'm feeling so... free. It's like, floating in the air, the burden on my shoulders has disappeared O_O;; I feel.... I dunno what to feel hahahahahaha

Normally, in my stressful moments, I'd dream of all the things to do when my exams end, & I'd write them down. This time I forgot, but since I remembered it very near the exams, I still wrote down a bit of things that I'd like to do. There are A LOT of things I'd want to do, all to do with wasting time, so the best time would be in the hols. A lotta stuff I've been wanting to do since last year or the year before that. I guess there're too many ways to waste time, a person'd never actually finish them lol.

It's strange, but during studying for exam, I actually lost the desire to download. But that's most probably cos of the lousy connection in my house and the poor download speed. So most probably this time in the hols I'm gonna spend a lotta time reading. There's been lots of books that I haven't read, & kept on delaying.

There were 2 forums I've been obsessed with lately tho. One was juz recently (bad timing tho), last fri, the other was earlier on, & I wanted to blog about it, but I changed my mind, & by now, I'm not so obsessed already ^^;

The reason why I wanted to blog about it was actually because I'm a global moderator on that forum! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA *proud* I've always wanted to be a moderator on a forum, & I finally became one! & I wanted to help expand the forum, which is why I wanted to blog about it here... you see, there are only 4 members on the forum ^^; sadly, it feels quite pathetic, & telling ppl it has 4 members is not a really good start, but even if you felt pity & joined, there'd be no meaning if you didn't post, but it's up to you what you want to do anyway, & I understand how lazy it feels to post in forums & keep track with posts ;-)

& blogging is for the sake of sharing, rather than for ulterior motives, although I usually have ulterior motives when I say, ask or do something ;-P well, maybe not all the time, but pretty much... there're times when I'm zoned out, & for some reason ppl expect me to have an ulterior motive at that time, of all times ^^;

Anyway, when I have a topic to blog (hopefully more now, since I'm free), I'll post again ;-) until then~ ^__^

Writing

Nowadays, with the technology of computers all over, there has been less need to write. Nevertheless, it is still an essential skill in life.

….

& you have just seen an intro paragraph of what I would’ve written for an essay on “Writing” lol ;-P of course, it would be much longer, but I felt that I was wasting my time, so I stopped.

Of course, since I’m still in college, I still have a fair bit of writing to do, & all my exams are paper-based, not computer-based. But I think (or hope) that working life will be different *__* not that I mind writing, I don’t mind it at all, just that I’d think it’d be perfectly natural to live & work in a computer environment XD

There was something I used to do in primary & secondary, which I couldn’t help doing today. You see, the lecture I was going through today consisted of a lot of dictation, so I’d be either trying to follow her words & understanding it at the same time as writing it, or I’d be daydreaming. So, I couldn’t help feeling a bit bored today, because I felt bad for daydreaming, so I kinda went back to my old habit, which was what I did last time while writing instead of learning what I’m writing.

I’d compare my speed of writing to other people’s. ^_^

It’s not a big deal, actually, but I can’t help wondering how many ppl actually do that. It’s been such a long time since I last did it, so I forgot all about it. I think it also motivated me to write faster hahaha. But like today, when I looked around at other ppl while writing, most ppl were either engrossed, tired out, or bored to death too.

Anyway, I feel quite happy & proud to say this, but maybe it’s just that everyone was tired out at that time, but when I looked around at other people, I was faster than them MUAHAHAHAHA XP cos I’m normally slow, so it’s rare that I’m faster than other ppl ^^

But actually, I was faster generally, but I realised last time & now, that whenever the dictation is longer, I end up being slower (or they end up being faster). So, the conclusion is, the longer of dictation in words (for eg. reading out “long-term investment is better” rather than “is better”), the slower I’ll write compared to other people.

Another thing I realised was that every time (seriously, every time) the words are shorter, like “many reasons”, I’d definitely be faster! & I couldn’t help wondering, “Why?” But I figured out the reason last time already. It was because other people were slow to responding LOL

I hope no one is being offended by this, especially if we have sat together before, but it’s true hehe XP

To make it sound better, it’s not that other people are slow, no, it’s just that I’m faster in responding ;-P cos I realised that when the dictator says the 1^st word, I’d start writing already, but most people usually write after the 2^nd word, or even after more than the 2^nd word.

But I shouldn’t be competitive even in writing, since I’m not really competitive in anything at all (I don’t remember the last thing I felt competitive about). Although in school, I was much more competitive, including writing, I suppose it’s because kids had a lot of free time.

And that’s all I wanted to say. ;-)

I thought I would be writing very little, but I guess not lol ^^;

Anyway, I juz wanted to talk a bit about myself, even though I know there’s no point in doing this. ;-(

I’ve been really tired lately, I had classes lasting the whole day the whole of last week & I have the rest of this week to go T_T

Also, my exams are in the beginning of dec, & I HARDLY STUDIED!!!! @_@;;; argh, I’m gonna die~~ (actually, I wish I could die) >_>;;; I know there are people who say that, but there 2 big differences, one is the people who succeed in the end, & the other is people who FAIL. T_T so, I know some people may say, “aiyah, u sure pass ar.” DON’T SAY THAT. Bcos if you say that, when I fail, I will blame u for it. >_> I’ve failed before, why can’t I fail again?!? & lots of people were surprised & shocked that I failed, & I know I have only myself to blame, so yes, I’ll just go and bang my head on the wall now, I’m sure that’s better than what I’m doing now T_T

& sorry to end on this bad mood, but actually I’m fine, just depressed at lots of times before exam, & wondering whether I am able to study in this next few weeks, cos I feel like I’ve forgotten how to study hard (which wouldn’t be very far from the truth).

I hope to blog again after my exam, it’s not good to blog before exams, I feel like I’m cursing myself ^^; but I did want to blog a bit, so I’m glad I finally blogged, just that the last part was unnecessary…. Oh well…

Explosm & Dilbert

my exams finished! XD well, for the moment, that is, the real exam is actually in dec...

I have been lazy to blog lately, but also bcos I feel I should study instead of wasting time on9 T_T but there's been one thing which I've been meaning to do lately, which is blog about the latest thing I found interesting online... which is nothing much, so I feel a bit pathetic for blogging about this, but I'm happy & contented in my sorta boring life ;-P & that's all that matters

anyway, I'm juz gonna blog about these 2 things, cos they made me laugh when I was bored on9, so I thought, it's been a while since something made me laugh easily... ^^; I think I'm lacking humour in my life lol

so I'll start with the less funny stuff... basically, I'm juz gonna blog about these 2 sites, & they're both comics, so it's a bit strange that I would also read this kinda comics, cos I normally don't, the kinda comics I read are the japanese ones, whereas these are English...

the 1st site is Explosm. I've read a few of the strips before, but I didn't know that it was from there. however, the reason why I feel a bit pathetic for finding it funny is because only certain ppl would find the strips funny ^^; & a lotta strips are sex-related or violent, so this is juz a warning to ppl who don't like that kind of stuff ^^;



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

moral lesson? dun wear other ppl's shirts XP


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

I noe a few ppl like that... sometimes they're funny, sometimes irritating ^^;


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

I find it funny, but those ppl who like children may be offended lol


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

one of the strips that I remembered XD


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

muahahaha I found it!!! ^__^ I was looking for this stupid strip to show, cos it's the 1st strip I saw before I found out about the site, & I thought it was not bad ^^ so I'll stop here yay ;-D

actually, there aren't that many funny strips in explosm, it's juz that I'm reading something new, & I don't mind reading it, for some reason ^^;


the 2nd site, & a funnier one, is Dilbert XD I think I read quite a lotta dilbert strips already, however, my favourite ones are the really old ones which aren't on the main site, which only starts in 1992, so it's too bad I can't share it here... but I shared some which are not so old, & still funny ^^ but most of the dilbert strips are either to do with companies, business, managamement, & colleagues in work, so there are a number of funny characters in that world.




this is one of the concepts I've learned since young, so I found it funny ;-D




bingo was a game I played a lot when I was younger, so I thought it was a great idea to kill boredom XD


& these are the sorta business or company jokes I find funny






maybe I like it bcos of it's violence lol











& these are the ones which I've seen a couple of times already, so they could be more popular









this reminds me of someone, or rather, someone's shirt, so I keep it for memories ;-P but it's also one of those that I've seen more than once

& lastly, one of the latest ones I've read, which isn't saying much, cos it's quite old ^^; but I'll be stopping here



hahaha I thought that was a good one too XP so, I hope you liked the strips too, & this is sorta a recommendation for comics also... if I managed to convert someone who doesn't really think much of comics to like comics, I'll feel a bit happy ^__^

till next time~ ;-)

[Tag] biography tag

THE SELF:

[1] Name: Enya (irish name XD)
[2] Nickname: minasete (I made it myself! *proud* lol)
[3] Married: No ^^;
[4] Zodiac Sign: Gemini
[5] Gender: Female
[6] Age: 18 ^__^
[7] High School: SMK Taman SEA
[8] College: Sunway University College
[9] Height: 153...? around there la, between 5 ft & 5 ft 1 ;-(
[10] Weight: I refuse to answer this >_>
[11] Do you like yourself: obviously, or else I'd have killed myself long ago... but there're parts of me that I hate of cos
[12] Piercings: None, y aren't there any qs abt tattoos? XD not tt I hv any ;-(
[13] Right or left: left-handed hmph I'm special
[14] Are you a freak: yeah, yeah, I'm a freak, happy? ;-P
[15] Hair: Waist-length... actually, I juz cut it around 2 weeks ago, so it's now shorter than waist length by a few inches ^^;
[16] Skin: fair & dark ;-P I dun bother to tan the whole body, so inside I'm all white lol
[17] Allergic: seafood...? well, except fish la ^^;
[18] What are you doing now: I answered this for one tag, I'm not gonna answer this for every stupid tag, the ans is not very different anyway
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: probably wat I'll still be doing now la
[20] What will you do 10 years later: tt's a bit absurd... working, I guess

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents
[22] Siblings (included you): 3
[23] Eldest: sister
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: hmm... love hate relationship? ^^;

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: doubt it
[27] If yes, who is he/she: I'll nvr give names!!! XP
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: a perfect stranger XD
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Never ^^;
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Never!!! o_O;;
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): urgh, I dun wanna talk abt tt T_T
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: N/A
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: N/A
[34] Ever argue with your other half: N/A
[35] You with your other half since: N/A
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight, or at the most, bi... this tag is obviously for women only
[37] Reasons you love your other half: N/A
[38] You and your other half in which stage: N/A
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: N/A
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: N/A

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: tat's a sad story ;-(
[42] Your first enemy: hahaha I dun mind giving the name... sarah
[43] The friend you love the most: I'm embarassed to say it here *shy* lol
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): nvr really thot abt it, so dunno

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: it's not nice to compare, anyway, beauty is in the eye of the beholder hmph
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: none of them were really friends, but there were a few handsome ones ;-) VERY few ;-P
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bitches? lol
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: hmm irritating ones, I guess
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: if tt guy was considered a close fren, then yes ^^;
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: happened b4 ;-(
[52] If your friend betray you: Same answer as directly above.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: if he's such a jerk to go with my fren, then I'll dump him!!! tt kind of "fren" is not a fren! but I may ask my bro to go & whack both of them up for me ;-D
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: hahahahaha
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: O_o

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: so-so, above average...? ^^;
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes, I'm such a good girl T_T
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: oh, I had a teacher crush last time ^^; but if u're talking abt pure love, not tt kind, then it's Julie Chia ;-) she was very good to me, & looked after me a lot in school... part of the factor of my happiness in school ^__^
[59] Always late to school/college: occasionally, but tt's not my fault ;-P
[60] Your class: ACCA

[61] You love your seniors: dunno them, so nth to love
[62] Senior who you love the most: it wld be nice if I was with a senior, cos then he can help me with studies ;-D
[63] Your classmates good/bad: ok la...
[64] Excellent result classmate: a few... strong competition there
[65] Laziest classmate: I wldn't noe tt... me? lol

[66] Smart people: depends smart in wat way
[67] Stupid people: they irritate me
[68] Good looking people: not guys ;-(
[69] Ugly people: tat's not nice ^^;
[70] Funny people: a few, my sense of humour is going down ^^;
[71] Cute people: no cute guys~ ;-(
[72] Bad people: a few, stay away from them
[73] Honest people: can't really tell, unless it's tt obvious
[74] Acting people: probably more than I know of
[75] You are what kind of person: unique lol ;-)

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: dunno ^^;
[77] Hugs or kisses: hmm both sound nice, but I guess for me, it's hugs... LONG hugs ^__^
[78]
Shorter or taller: who'd want shorter?!? unless they're guys la ^^;
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous ;-D but must plan also la
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: well, both, but I prefer nice stomach ;-P
[81] Listener or talker: a balance of both
[82] Romantic or rich: Both, of cos! XD
[83] Good husband or Good Father: both, unless we dun hv children, then the ans is obvious XP

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: young? not before 30, I feel
[85] Numbers of kid(s): max 3 lol
[86] Career: still wondering T_T
[87] Salary: at least 5 digits! XD
[88] Retirement age: as early as possible *__* with enough money, of cos
[89] Properties value: ? dun really noe
[90] Wishes: u shd nvr tell ur wishes, or else they won't come true ;-)

THE VICTIMS

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I'm a nice person, so I won't put any names for victims... voluntary victims pls!!! ;-D

btw, the questions weren't very good... so I may hv interpreted them wrongly ^^; & my exam is tomolo!!! & I'm still doing this lol well, the exam is juz an internal exam, so I'm not really bothered by it ;-)

Hi, let's shake hands!

The reason why I’ve been finding it hard to blog lately is because I feel that my topics aren’t happy topics, so I was reluctant to write. But I wanted to write about this for a while anyway, just that I forgot about it, so I hope it doesn’t become a not happy topic.

I’ve been wondering, is it culture, or age, or just human nature? Let me tell you what happened to me (at least 2 months ago), & see whether it happened to you or not, because this is something common for me, so it’s not like it didn’t happen before.

You know, when you meet new ppl? There’s 2 differences; one is when everyone is new, & doesn’t know each other at all, so you’ve to go around making new friends. Another one is when you’re introduced to new ppl by someone, or you meet new ppl who’re friends of your friends.

This probably applies both ways, but the most recent for me was the latter. So, I was being introduced to 4 or 5 friends of a friend, & although I say introduced, actually I wasn’t really. All that happened was that I joined my friend, said hi to his friends, & they said hi back, & that’s it. It wouldn’t even be really called a hi, more like an awkward nod of the head & an awkward smile to show that “yes, I know you’re there” but I’ve been ignored before too anyway. There were also some cases where we’d shake hands, & that feels awkward too, but not so bad, because at least both parties are trying to be nice & friendly, so we can’t help thinking of shaking hands (unless it’s because we’ve been brought up that way, & not everyone was brought up to shake hands when meeting new ppl).

There are 2 issues in this. One is that most of the time, when I meet new ppl, I don’t know their names. If we talk, it’d be talking, but no one mentions their name or asks the other. Of course, there are ppl who still start off by saying “hi, I’m XXX. What’s yours?” but that only happened with a few ppl in college last year when everyone was still new.

That was also a funny memory, because everyone is so awkward. When I came into the class on the 1^st day, the class reminded me of a tomb, as though someone died in there (which reminded me of one of my classes in school last time which was most of the time like that ^^;). Probably at break or after the 1^st day, ppl started making friends, but there were a few groups of friends already on the 1^st day because they’re from the same school or they’ve known each other before.

Unfortunately for me, I always seem to be on a path separate from my friends, but the good thing is that I make friends with new ppl, which I wouldn’t be able to if I chose the path that most of my friends went. But that’s just my personality, it’s hard for me to make friends with new ppl when I have existing friends by my side ^^;

& it’s funny, not knowing ppl’s names, because later on, when ppl start knowing each other’s names, you’ve to go & find out discreetly what their names are, & they find out about your names discreetly too, because all of a sudden, they’re suddenly calling you by name when previously they weren’t. I’m not sure how I managed this far, but I feel like a spy sometimes lol ;-P I know that some of my friends would ask me what their names are, but sometimes I wouldn’t know also, so I guess probably everyone goes asking around what a particular person’s name is from everyone but that person XP

The 2^nd issue is that not only do we not know each other’s names, but we can’t even say hi to each other when we meet! Probably other ppl may feel like me, which is why nothing happens, but I’d look at the person to see whether the person says hi first. But that person would look the other way (maybe not purposely then), so I’d look another way too ^^;

As in, this happens also when I’m with a group of ppl, & they don’t bother to say hi although I was going to, when I joined them. So I only talk occasionally when I feel like saying something, but otherwise I’ll keep quiet. Obviously, I won’t even call those ppl friends, but even ppl who aren’t that close wouldn’t do that, I feel, it depends on the person who does it.

But so far, when I think back, most of the time these occasions were with guys, not girls. So I thought maybe it’s a gender thing, you know, some guys are super shy, stuff like that. But there are some bitches too, or else normally I get along well enough with girls. So I wonder whether those guys are really shy, or whether they’re just rude, or is it a culture thing, unless everyone in other countries do that too, which I think would be normal. So then it’d be considered human nature to do something like that.

Which is why I normally end up liking guys who’re friendly & nice because then nobody would be ignored or missed out by those guys, but those guys have their faults too ^^; well, everyone has faults, so it’s just which faults you mind & which you don’t mind ;-)

& I’ll end it like this. I think this kind of topics are food for thought, but that’s because I like to think about ppl in general, with reference to examples, & human nature. ;-D

Personality test (quite narrow-minded, in my opinion)

This week, my coll is having holiday, so no one is having classes this week. Most ppl are very happy because they finished the test on monday & can enjoy this whole week. However, I still have a test next week (one of the unfortunate ones), so I still have to study this week T__T which I haven't been doing much because I've been influenced by the festive season (which isn't very hard for me to be influenced).

So, I feel bad for putting something like this again, like my previous post, but I really like doing this kinda tests! ^^; so, next time, I hope to post something... better, obviously, & not juz this kinda mindless stuff which is actually quite relaxing lol ;-P

ok, it is advised that you take a piece of paper & write down the answers, but you might as well do it on microsoft word or something XP
the answers are at the bottom, after all the questions... I didn't put my answers there, cos I don't wanna give my personality away through this test, except for some I don't mind disclosing ;-D

(sorry if the font looks weird, I'm getting irritated by blogger edi T_T)

You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)

You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...

(5) What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)

Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...

(6) How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.

(7) What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)

You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...

(8) Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)

Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...

(9) Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)

Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

(10) What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box,

(12) What is the bridge made of? (metal/wooden/rattan)

Across the bridge, there is a horse.

(13) What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)
(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse.

(15) You have 3 options:

(i) run and hide in the box?

(ii) run and hide under the bridge?

(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

Did the questions feel kinda repetitive? They did to me XP ok, now for the answers...

Here are the interpretations:

(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.

(3) Water in vase (typical question *rolls eyes*):
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! :)

(4) Material of vase (I chose the breakable kinda material, because that's what vases are usually made of, & that's partly why I don't like vases ^^;):
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life

(5) Flow of waterfall (I thought this was a stupid interpretation, personally, I hope you agree with me on this XP):

0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends

(7) Castle (I chose old, because castles ARE normally old T__T;):
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water (hehehe I said yes XP):
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

(9) The money from the clear water pool (if it's clear, then how could I not say yes if I said yes for the prev q?!? ;-P):
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.

(10) The size of the box (I chose small, it reminded me of pandora's box, you see T_T):
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box) (I chose wooden, dunno why, but I feel it should be a wooden box lol ;-)):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining)

– humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality

(12) The material of the bridge (oh, I choose wooden too, couldn't help imagining a wooden bridge):
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

(13) Colour of the horse (oh, this was hard for me to choose, cos I like horses ^^; but I think I chose brown, because most horses are brown, but I like white horses & black horses too XD):
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

(14) Horse action (of course I imagined the horse to be nibbling grass, I mean, why would I imagine the horse to be running around?!? O_O;;):
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.

(15) This the last but most important part of the test. (I have no comment for this one ;-P)

Now, the above is signified by these things:

tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner

(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems.

As you can see, these are the answers. It's up to you whether you believe it or not, but most of the time I'm just taking it for fun, so I advise you to not take it so seriously whatever you got for your answer ;-)

ok, I gotta go already, hope you enjoyed this test, for laughs ;-)

Pixar Studio Video Clips

after doing the tag, I kinda forgot what I wanted to blog ^^; I'm not saying that it's the tag's fault or anything lol it's just that, when I decided to blog, regardless of whether I had the time or not, I just sorta ran out of ideas... especially all the random ones

the thing is, I do feel kinda bad, cos I'm having exams next week, & I'm still slacking T_T but it's kinda irritating, these internal exams... I just had it 3 weeks ago, & after this exam, I'll be having another one 3 weeks after that >_> hopefully, it does help tho, cos I'm sick of exams... well, at least there'll be a public hol after this exam *__* I <3 hols XD

anyway, I managed to get an idea of sth to blog, because recently I juz extracted some video to share with ppl, which was what I wanted to do for a long time, but was lazy... so I thot I'd upload it as well ;-) but then I changed my mind bcos it'll be copyrighted & stuff, so I juz looked for it on youtube lol




this is Lifted... the 1st one I watched... it's funny, but I feel it's sadistic at the same time ^^;



this is geri's game... it's ok, not that funny in a slapstick way, but I thot it was quite interesting...



this is one man brand... the only one I saw long ago actually... I thot the girl was funny, & it was not bad also... especially the end ^^




& this is my fav. , for the birds XD cos the birds are cute & funny, & they remind me of human nature, & I liked the other big bird in it too, but I felt the birds were kinda mean, so there was justice in the end lol

& that's it... I hear thunder edi O_O;;;; hope you enjoyed the comedy~ ;-)

[Tag] by Weiqi

Name: Enya
Sisters: Evelyn
Brothers: Jeremy
Shoe size: I don’t really know, cos I don’t bother with these kinda things ^^; 6? I know my feet are a bit wider than average though, so I can’t wear most of the pretty high heels T_T
Height: I’m short. Juz a bit above 5 feet ;-(
Where do you live: PJ

Favorite drinks: ice water haha lol not really, juz can’t live without it, so don’t really have a fav drink anymore
Favorite breakfast: cake XD I <3>
Have you ever been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep at school: hmm a few times only in form 4 & 5, the sejarah teacher sucked
Broken someone's heart: how would I know that?!?
Fell of your chair: if yes, then I don’t remember, but I don’t think so
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: hahaha that’s sad… no
Saved e-mail: yeah, sorta

What is your room like: it used to have a double decker bed, now it only has one, so I miss that ;-(
What's right beside you: you mean now? Hmm… an electric fan lol but it could’ve been my dad at certain times ^^;
What is the last thing you ate: watermelon… haha weird rite? Well, only the ppl who know me would know it’s weird ;-P
Ever had chicken pox: I think so, supposedly when I was a baby, since I don’t remember
Sore throat: who doesn’t? one of the most painful things tho T_T
Stitches: yes, on my chin… when I was 5… long story ^^;

Do you believe in love at first sight: not really
Like picnics: if it’s not hot, & there are no insects! XP
Who was the last person you danced with: urgh, that’s not a nice thing to ask >_> oh, I rmb! Karyn ;-P
Last made you smile: a gay comic, I’m not gonna go into details LOL
You last yelled at: I don’t really yell much, so I don’t remember

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yes, if that person is really someone I like, I’m still thinking about it ^^;
Kissed anyone: nah
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: haha no, thank goodness! ;-P
Miss someone: um, yeah, actually, a bit…
Eat: not yet

Best feeling in the world: love
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I did, atm no… I still like them tho ^^
What's under your bed: the floor lol
Who do you really hate: urm, if I have someone, it’s better not mentioning it ^^;
What time is it now: 10.42am

Random:
Is there a person on your mind now: no, I’m thinking about this tag wth my mind is blank ;-P
Do you have any siblings: yes, it’s mentioned above who they are anyway
Do you want children: urgh, I’d rather not say, but frequent change of mind, most of the time no tho
Do you smile often: I think so, but other ppl should say it, not me
Do you like your hand-writing: haha sort of, but I know my dad doesn’t really, so mean
Are your toe-nails painted: no, & pls do not refer it to whether I have sex or not ;-P sorry if I said sth I shouldn’t have, because I know there are a few innocent ppl reading my blog, but hahahahahaha I juz want to see ppl’s reaction XD

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: haha weird q… none at the moment, unless you count my double-decker bed I used to have…
What color shirt are you wearing now: red LOL ^__^
What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday: eating, or rather, waiting for food ^^;
I can't wait till...: ACCA’s over? As long as I don’t have to start work immediately ^^;
When did you last cry: yesterday ;-( it was really weird, but actually, I cry a lot… so it’s not such a big deal

Are you a friendly person: I think so, but actually, I don’t really like these questions because if I said yes, & someone thinks no, then am I correct, or wrong? T_T
Do you have any pets: 2 dogs, fishes… it’s actually a family thing, cos they’re not really mine, & I don’t think much about fishes, it’s basically my dad looking after it, cos he likes fishes…
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: home, I’m quite sure
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: HAHAHAHAHA isn’t that a bit too much? The last person I held hands with was a good friend, a girl, so we’re still good friends obviously, & of course there’s no *ahem* specific meaning to it @_@
Do you sleep with the TV on: no
What are you doing right now: what do u think I’m doing?!? oh fine, if you must noe, I’m downloading at the same time, & while doing this tag, I was sms-ing occasionally ;-P
Have you ever crawled through a window?: haha maybe not, cos I don’t remember ^^;
Can you handle the truth?: yeah, I guess, why not?

Are you too forgiving: I wouldn’t think so
Are you closer to your mother or father?: it’s strange, last time, when I was young, I was closer to my mother, now I’m not so sure… but it should still be my mother…
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my whole family, including both my grandfathers in the car T_T excluding my sis, cos she’s not with us at the moment
How many people can you say you've really loved?: depends what kind of love, cos if it’s the soulmate kind, then none, but I would say I love my family
Do you eat healthy: hardly, & I don’t plan to ;-P
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: wat the hell for?!?

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: most of the time, yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: no one, although I may try to go to some ppl, but I normally end up comforting myself in my own way ^^;
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: I’m not sure, I would say loud, but obviously if I’m alone, I’d be quiet, but even if I was alone, but if I saw sth funny, I may laugh really loud ^^;
Are you confident: confident enough

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
hmm that would be when I was 8, so…
1. played catching a lot
2. did homework
3. played a lotta other games
4. read mostly Enid Blyton books at that time
5. just enjoying myself haih I miss those days ^^;

5 things on my to-do list today:
hahahaha this is good! Let me write some of them, which I’m reminded on, on my hp…

1. coins (cos I don’t mind using it, so I need to fill up my wallet with it)
2. download this comic which I’m not going to bother to name ;-P
3. download an English song with the words “… I knew I loved you before I met you, I have been waiting all my life…”
4. submit my bank draft for exam fees ;-(
5. lots more other miscellaneous random stuff ;-)

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. cake~ XD
2. chocolate cookies lol
3. other western kinda sweet stuff, I don’t like asian sweet stuff, or rather, I can’t think of an asian sweet thing that I like >_>
4. junk food ^^;
5. if drinks count, then something sweet like milo, or milkshake ^^

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
why only 5 things?!? Well, it could be summed up as one tho… enjoy myself!!! LOL XP but actually, I realised that one billion is not that much, you could still use all of it before you die ;-(
1. invest in it lol ^^;
2. keep the money until I’m a multi-billionaire then start using it
3. have my dream house XD
4. & spend the rest of my life traveling as much as possible, & when I’m tired I’ll always have my nice home ^__^
5. I’d probably live in another country, or maybe have more than one homes, in different countries ;-)

5 of my bad habits:
I don’t really wanna reveal my bad parts in public like this, so I won’t say those bad parts that I really hate about myself~ >_<

1. procrastinating,
sorry, but I can’t think of anymore atm ^^;

5 people I tag:
1. Karyn
2. yein
3. venuga
4. Evelyn
5. for anyone else, since I hate tagging ppl actually T_T reminds me of how few frens I have who blog

sorry if it makes u @_@ cos it's kinda messy ;-(

Taste - matter of opinion

Also, I dunno how many ppl are like me in this way, but if I liked a song a lot, I’d want to share it. I’d want other ppl to listen to it, & hope that they like it too. Unfortunately, it seems that either the songs I like are really not that great, or that I’m living with the wrong ppl, because nobody seems to particularly like them the way I do. The only ppl who I can find, & I did (starting from 2006, which was 3 years after that), was online, & that’s about it. Still, it made me happy to know that many other ppl like those songs as well as me, & it was a nice feeling.

Still, I dunno why, sometimes I feel the need to share the song with someone whom I know offline, but I’ve pretty much given up at that, because nobody’s really interested to listen, & nobody shares that particular interest with me T_T

So, the reason why I’m blogging this is because I wanna say sth, but also because I decided to keep the happiness of listening to the songs by myself. As in, although I may feel that it’s selfish or sth like that, it’s not really so because other ppl that I know wouldn’t appreciate them anyway, so what for put the effort of sharing?

It’s like, my dad said sth recently, which made me realise something which I didn’t like. I forgot what I did, but it was to do with a song, & I asked him how is it, & he asked why. & I was saying, no particular reason, but he didn’t believe me, & maybe it was because of the way I asked, but he was in that mood anyway (the kinda mood that’s analysing ppl more than usual), so he was saying that there could be a few reasons, but one of them is as though I want his approval. & that didn’t sound very nice. But I had this horrid feeling it was true, even though I denied it outright. It feels kinda pathetic to want his approval, after all his years, that I’d want him to say that the song is nice, or that my taste is not bad, or sth similar. So because I realised it, I must stop doing that kinda thing ^^;

Another thing that happened recently, which is actually the main point of this blog, because it’s the reason I wanted to blog this, is because there was someone close to me that always listened to my songs. You see, I asked her, whether she’d be ok listening to my songs, & she said she won’t mind, as long as they’re not noisy (because the kinda songs I like listening to are quite noisy, but not all of them).

So I’d let her listen to them, & most of the time she wouldn’t say anything about them, but sometimes she’d comment that they’re quite nice, or not bad, & that made me very happy. & I’d try to let her listen to those songs that I liked that may be similar to the ones she commented, if she liked the same style.

But she hurt my feelings recently, & it’s been a long time since I’ve been hurt so badly that I feel I’m still recovering, but at least I’m half glad that happened, because she was saying how she felt, & I’m glad she told me the truth even though she hid it for so long, & I was determined to never make her listen to my songs ever again, although that didn’t actually happen because it’s hard to break habits, but it is sort of being broken, because she hasn’t listened to my songs much after that, just once or twice. & when I think of letting her hear my songs, I can’t help remembering what she said.

Anyway, what happened was, I was letting her listen to some songs, & I was like, “Not bad, rite?” in a very happy way. & she said not bad, much better than some songs I let her hear last time which were really horrible. & when she said that, I wasn’t too happy, but I wanted to know which songs they were (& I was trying to guess), but obviously she didn’t remember cos she doesn’t pay that much attention to my songs anway, but she said that they were really horrible & tuneless, & also all noise sometimes (which may be true, but not in my opinion), & she said that at those times, or last time, she couldn’t help feeling that my dad was right, & that I really don’t have any taste in music (yes, he really said that to me).

So I couldn’t help feeling, why didn’t she tell me at that time when I was playing the songs that they were horrible, or that she didn’t like them? If she said that, I would’ve stopped playing it, & changed songs, & it’s not like it’d hurt my feelings. & now only she says all this, when she’s been listening to my songs all this while. If she said it earlier, I wouldn’t have bothered her with my lousy songs anymore. What really hurt my feelings is that she said I have no taste. That made me very angry also at the same time. I mean, think of someone saying to you, “You have no taste.” It’s like saying that you have no taste in clothes, or something like that. Guys may not make a big deal of that, but it’s just an example, the matter of taste can be applied to a lotta other things. I can’t help thinking of the “no taste in guys/girls” just because you say you like someone, but it may still not apply to some ppl ^^;

Anyway, I hope you get my point. Taste is a matter of opinion. So I’ll keep my opinion to myself about my songs (I always have anyway, just not to her, so at least now I know). & I hope you know that some things said can hurt ppl a lot, without you realising it, but you should know that, because that’s normal. The only problem is knowing what would hurt other ppl’s feelings, because this may not have hurt other ppl, but it hurt me.

Also, some things I said in the beginning of the post may not have seemed relevant to you, but it was relevant enough to me, & this may sound weird, but I feel that every sentence I said, has a meaning, in a way. That’d show what kind of a person I am, or sth like that. & if you didn’t really see any meaning to it, it’s ok, it doesn’t really matter, so you don’t have to crack your head finding a meaning for each sentence. But maybe I’ve been trying to analyse ppl too much, but the reason why ppl say or do things normally have a meaning. If they don’t know why they said or do that, then that means they either don’t know themselves very well, or there really isn’t a meaning for some things, & they can just pass you by. But maybe I’m just oversensitive, but it’s not like I really ask someone after every single sentence what they really meant by that (which is what my dad did to me sometimes, & it’s quite irritating trying to give him a reason, & him arguing about it).

I’d like to give an example for that, but none come to my mind atm, & I’d like to give a good example that isn’t negative & mean, so if I remember a good one, I’ll blog about it next time, since this can be quite an interesting topic.

Anyway, I wrote quite long this time, but it’s ok, since my exams ended & I should have the time after the exam to relax & write something, but I’m sorry that this is not a happy post, but that’s life, & I want to write a not happy post once in a long while, just to show that I’m human, & that I’m obviously not happy all the time, but it’s funny that I’m writing this, since it happened over a month ago, but it’s just that I decided to write this, so that’s why I didn’t forget about it. But I realised that writing this kinda post is not good, especially when you weren’t in the mood to write it, because it’d affect your mood after that ^^;

& altho my topic is about matter of taste, I was thinking that I was only thinking about music, & even then, there were a lotta things to say... but the only other topic I could think about was taste in guys, & I don't wanna go into that lol ;-P

also, I'll be going to Singapore! XD for 3 days, coming back on monday~ it's been so long since I've been to singapore, last time was probably when I was a baby... ^^; so, am a bit excited hahaha ;-)

Drinking Experience

lol you know what? I forgot all about my blog after that one week’s rest ^^;

Before I start with the topic of my post, I juz wanted to talk about what’s going on recently in the world to show that I’m not unaware of what’s going on. Of course, the main event is Olympics!

Some ppl aren’t interested at all in it because they’re not interested in sports. Some ppl may be surprised to know that I like sports, a lot, & I quite like watching it too, but normally don’t bother to because of constraint of time. The kind of sports in Olympics that I love watching (but obviously I can’t do) are the gymnastics, but I also liked to watch those snow sports, even though I didn’t get to much, but maybe it’s because it looks nice, & I can’t help feeling that the only reason why I can’t do those is because I’m living in a country which will never snow T_T but oh well, life is like that.

Unfortunately, I don’t have the channel to watch the Olympics event either, on Astro, although the local channel does show it, but there have been complaints about that local channel regarding the Olympics, so I didn’t bother trying to see the events on that particular channel. I might as well wait for the next Olympics lol.

anyway, back to the main topic. This will be a relatively short post compared to the other posts that I have been doing ^^; I just wanted to share the experience I felt, so I thought that I might as well blog about it ;-)

Technically, it wasn’t my 1^st time. But I think it was the first time I drank so much in the same hour, & legally, it was my 1^st time ^___^ I drank it in TGIFs at lunch (not a big deal, but just mentioning it). You see, it’s just that after that I still had classes, so it was quite amusing wondering whether ppl could tell that I was drunk (although I didn’t feel drunk, but I certainly felt something, & it could be considered a bit drunk).

It was funny, because after we ordered our meal (I was with someone at that time), including the drink, the waitress came back, saying that she needed to see our IC, & we were like, wth, but we showed her anyway, although mine is a Photostatted version because I wouldn’t dare to bring out my IC with me unless I really needed to, & probably she didn’t expect us to be old enough, cos she looked surprised, but she said OK & she confessed that she’s actually younger than us, which surprised me because I didn’t think so, but I’ve never been able to really tell the age of a person anyway.

Anyway, I don’t really remember what I ordered already, but I think it was called the 77 Sunset Strip, & it’s a mixture of gin, rum & vodka. At least, that’s what I think, but I only remember it having gin & vodka (& I know vodka is strong, so I thought I’d rather drink strong alcohol than weak alcohol lol). & I guessed that it was rum because the drink wasn’t bitter like when I normally drink alcohol last time, & it tasted a little bit like rum, but I could hardly taste it, & I still don’t know what gin & vodka taste like by themselves, but plenty of time & opportunity for that ;-P

You could say I drank it in one go, but I didn’t think of it that way. Because for one thing, I was drinking through a straw. When you drink through a straw, you can’t drink so much in one go, it gets quite limited ^^; but you could say I drank through the straw continuously without stopping until the glass was empty. But it wasn’t a very big glass, but not a small glass either, so it was quite ok. I’d say around 200-300 ml if my assumptions can be considered close to accurate ^^;

The effects wasn’t really immediate, but it took me a while to realise that what I was experiencing was because of alcohol ^^; my 1^st thought was that I felt dizzy, but then when I was trying to analyse my feelings & experience, it wasn’t exactly dizziness or nausea. It’s more like, my head felt really full, & a little bit heavy, & it was a bit hard for me to focus on what the other person was saying, but I’d concentrate on keeping my eyes focused on the person’s face lol ;-P I think I also felt a bit sleepy at the same time, but I really did feel a bit like wanting to roll my eyes to the back of my head, or at least something similar to that effect. It might’ve been considered as headache too, since headache is quite general, but it didn’t feel like the normal headaches that I have had. But whatever I experienced, it definitely wasn’t a high feeling, nor was it a happy feeling. Basically, just a foggy feeling in my mind, but I still could think & was still quite of sound mind haha ;-D I guess I wasn’t that drunk, but I can’t imagine being that drunk, although it should be possible, obviously. & I thought that it would be amusing if I still felt this way when I went for class, which was at least 2-3 hours later, but that feeling went away after one hour, gradually.

So yeah, that’s about it. Not sure when I’ll blog again, but I hope that I won’t procrastinate too much ^^; & my exams are next week, so maybe after end of August, at least…

Btw, my results for the previous exam came out this week, on Mon. & I failed. It’s the 1^st time I really failed sth in a more serious way, but I wasn’t shocked, I sorta expected it, & I’m not upset in any way at all. & I feel as though I wanted to prove it so much, that I failed because I didn’t do well enough in the exam, but not really. It’s just that whenever I tell someone that I’m gonna fail because I didn’t study enough, or that I didn’t do well in the exam so I’m gonna fail, nobody believes me because so far I’ve never failed before. Well, now I have. Finally~ it’s like, I half feel a bit relieved that I failed, because now I feel that I deserved it, even if I did study for it, because I know I didn’t do well in the exam at all, & I couldn’t help feeling a bit guilty last time when I passed even though I didn’t deserve it, but of course I was glad that I passed. I guess I’m finally in reality, & the good thing about reality is that you’ll feel much more satisfied & happy if you got good results & you know that it was all from your own effort rather than just being blessed even though you didn’t deserve it.

I’m not sure whether ppl will understand the last paragraph I juz wrote, but it doesn’t matter, sort of what I feel inside me that was always hard to say, because I doubt anyone would really understand my feelings. But, the good thing was that although I failed, I failed at costing, which was what I was struggling with, but still ok at it, whereas for law, I wasn’t really struggling, just found it hard to memorise all that crap. So I’m glad I didn’t fail law, because I was thinking, either I’d fail law, or costing, or even both, & it’d be horrible if I failed both T_T but I just can’t imagine doing law again, I’d feel terrible, whereas I wouldn’t really mind doing costing again, just that I’m a bit scared that I’ll fail, since I failed before anyway.

I’m quite sure I’ll fail in my test next week cos I’ve been slacking a lot (unusually depressed since term started), but it’s an internal exam, so I’m not so bothered with it atm, & I hope I’ll feel better so I can buck up & start studying hard like everyone else, but I can’t seem to take my life seriously. & I shouldn’t say this, because it’s not very nice, but actually, I’m pretty suicidal. & I can’t help thinking, there’s not much point living sometimes, so I feel like I might as well disappear from this world ^^; scary, isn’t it? If you’re not suicidal, you definitely wouldn’t understand this feeling, & probably can’t, & it could be because I’m spoilt, & have everything that I’d want, but maybe if I was poor & suffering, I’d feel the same way, but maybe not, since even now, there shouldn’t be any reason for me to feel suicidal, I’m not suffering that much like other ppl, but ppl do crazy things sometimes. Anyway, in case anyone thinks this, let me just clarify that my suicidal feelings are not because of my results because I felt it before my results. There isn’t really any reason for me to be suicidal, but all I want to say is, if I commit suicide, I’d rather do it for no particular reason, or a lot of trivial reasons, rather than for a specific reason, like my bf dumped me, or my results, or because I’ve been bullied by ppl etc.

Anyway, I’m sorry that my blog is longer than what I intended because I wrote another page’s worth of my results & all that, that was out of topic… see you after my exams, can’t wait for that to be over ^^;

[Tag] 6

I think blogging can be quite addictive ^^; but then, I’m the kind who gets addicted to certain things easily, & I sorta like it when I’m like that, because my mind is filled with thoughts of it, only that there were some things that I was addicted to that made me lose my sleep & were bothering me instead, so of course I wouldn’t wanna be addicted to those kinda things.

I’m only doing this tag because I was tagged in the 1^st place (like the previous tag). Actually, I really like doing tags, juz that I alwiz feel that I have quite a lot to say, & tags seem to be about small stuff about yourself, which doesn’t leave much stuff for explaining more about yourself, & it also shows how self-centred I am with wanting to write so much about myself T_T but anyway, I wrote a bit more here & there when I couldn’t stand it lol ^^;

Six things I'm passionate about:
1. Gay comics ^__^ (sounds weird tho haha), & other comics also
2. Internet & d/ling XD (it’s kinda general, but oh well)
3. Music, but mostly Japanese songs
4. Storybooks (romance mostly, but some children’s books are ok) ;-)
5. Love stories! (this is kinda strange also, but you have no idea how much I think of new love stories, imagining all kinds of scenarios in my head, & what the main characters would be like) ^^;
6. Love, relationships, socialism (I love experimenting in those areas ^__^)

Six things I say too often:
1. Never mind (my parents get irritated with me for saying it, which shows how often I say it)
2. OK/it’s OK
3. wth
4. shit
5. fine~ (more when I lose in an argument, which is quite often) ^^;
6. HAHAHAHA (means laugh a lot lol)

Six books I read recently (I would never think of comics as books although some might):
1. Pick Me Up – Zoe Rice
2. Regency Buck – Georgette Heyer
3. Devil’s Bride – Stephanie Laurens
4. Harry Potter & the Deathly Hollows (I know, it’s been 1 yr, & actually I wanted to blog about it, but the feeling passed) ^^; no need to mention the author lol
5. Body Language – Morimoto Aki (it’s a gay novel, but it’s still counted)
6. err, I dun remember cos the 5 I mentioned were what I read in June after my exams, & before that, I don’t think I read since Dec, which were the hols before that) ^^; but it should be Sexiest Man Alive – Diana Holquist

Six songs I can listen to again and again:
~I’m the kind of person who listens to songs again & again, actually, so there’re lots of them, but I’ll list the ones that ppl would know of, like those English songs, rather than songs that ppl wouldn’t know ^^; very random selection T_T~
1. High Enough – Damn Yankees
2. Big Yellow Taxi – Counting Crows feat. Vanessa Carlton
3. Every Rose Has Its Thorn - Poison
4. Get Down, Make Love – Queen (HAHAHA I doubt many ppl have heard of this song, but the title itself is a bit… ^^; but when I first listened to it & liked it, I wasn’t aware of what the lyrics were, so please note that I listen more to the tune & beat & normally don’t pay attention to the lyrics) ^^;
5. Let’s Get It Started – Black Eyed Peas
6. Over You – Chris Daughtry

Six things I learnt in the past year:
1. um, accounting? Lol ^^; well, we did learn law, though unwillingly
2. just learnt driving, theory part only tho… gonna learn the practical soon ;-)
3. hehe some gay stuff which I wouldn’t go in details XP
4. my preferences in love stories (you know, other than happy or sad… I may blog more about it in the future) ;-)
5. some Internet stuff, like how to hyperlink LOL ;-P
6. to be more thick-skinned & not overly sensitive or self-conscious about certain things (eg. I’m with a group of ppl, but we’re not close friends, then when I ask something, nobody pays attention to me, & my question goes unanswered, & I feel like a total idiot >_> but since this happens when I’m with my family, I learnt to just accept the fact that at times ppl don’t notice me) ;-(

Six people that you're going to bring when you're on an island:
~this is kinda vague, I mean, is it a deserted island or not? Cos most questions like this would clearly state “deserted”, but anyway, I’ll just consider whose company I want whether deserted or not (although I can’t help thinking of it as deserted T_T), & assume that we all get along well, whatever else reality may be~

1. My best friend! ^__^
2. I know it’s stupid, but can it be Heath Ledger? Damn why’d I have to go & like a dead guy? >_>
3. The guy that I like atm (as long as we don’t get bored with each other) ^^;
4. Robinson Crusoe (if he really exists), because he’d be useful ;-P
5. Sinbad (cos he’s probably the most capable person of getting OFF the island)
6. haha if language barriers weren’t a problem, then I’d replace 3, 4 & 5 with the 2 members from DBSK that I like, & either Gackt or Hyde (L’Arc~en~ciel’s vocalist) XD but although I think Hyde is cute, I think I’d rather bring Gackt, cos I would like to know more about him ^^

Six people I tag (basically around the same ppl, cos I dunno who else to tag T_T):
1. Evelyn (different reasons this time, mainly because I feel, family first ;-P)
2. LadyVanity
3. weiqi
4. venuga
5. Wai Mei
6. Siao Wah (I didn’t tag you because I don’t think you read my blog, but I’m running out of names) ^^;

altho I feel like blogging more often, but this week itself has tired me out, so I don't think I'll be blogging for a while, but I hope to blog in a fortnight ;-) that's how I try to update my blog now, give myself one week's rest & another week to write a post lol ^__^

Heath Ledger XD

Hmm reminds me of the typical blonde pretty boy kinda look (which he doesn't like hearing from other ppl), but who cares, I still like him anyway (generally, my type are not the blonde with curly hair type ^^; ), regardless of his looks ;-P altho 1st impressions do matter obviously...

If you read the previous post, you’d know that I’m doing a separate post about him. ;-P the only thing is I bet u didn't think it'd be that fast, but that's because generally, I'd blog one post at a time, but I guess this is sorta proof of my feelings ^^; since I like him so much (& I feel that he deserves it), but I felt that I shouldn’t even if I wanted to, because I don’t want to bother & bore ppl with my ranting & gushing about a person (well, actor, so I don’t even know him) that I like. Also, I do that offline, so the ppl around me are tired with it lol ;-P

When I say obsession, this time it’s not the kind like I experienced with DBSK (if you don’t know, it’s a Korean boy band that I liked a lot, & was super obsessed with at one time). As in, about DBSK, I’d look for their pics, vids, ANYTHING about them that I could find ^^; whereas for Heath Ledger, I just can’t stop thinking about him (of course, I couldn’t stop thinking about DBSK too), but I won’t really bother to do anything else to find more about him & all that. I’m just content with thinking about him. & I’d keep on sighing, & thinking, “It’s really too bad that he died.” ;-( maybe it’s because he’s dead that I’m not finding out anything more about him, but I don’t think that’s the case. & because I keep on saying that, I couldn’t help saying it to the guy that I currently like a lot (whom I probably will never mention again, although I’m very sure he won’t read my blog or suspect that it’s him, but it’s just that I’d rather not talk about my personal love life T_T), but the guy that I like agreed with me! Hahaha ^__^ so we were both sighing, & shaking our heads, saying, “It’s really such a pity/waste that he died.”

Anyway, my obsession about him started around before june, cos I was re-watching Casanova.

This was the other pic that I was considering to put for my tag, but in the end, I put the other one, cos I think that ppl look better when they smile, but for some reason, most of the pics of good-looking guys are not taken when they are smiling, so altho being able to see their features more clearly, in detriment you won't know how nice they really look when they smile. ^^; but I think this pic is more suitable for the show, because this is the only nice pic I found of him in that wig, & because it's not easy to look nice in that wig, but he passed~ ;-P

It feels like coincidence, but around april or may, I really felt like watching Casanova, & at that time, I was trying to find out more about the show so that I can download it, & then I found out that his name was Heath Ledger, & I was wondering why his name was so familiar, & I couldn’t help noticing that he died in jan 2008, & I was thinking, “wow, so recent” & then when I saw the reason of his death, then I remembered my father telling me about it in jan about his death, & I didn’t even know his name at the time, so my father was trying to make me remember. & he said, “Oh, the guy who acted in Nightingale, or something like that… a very good actor, he was climbing up in his career, you know.” At that time, I wasn’t very interested, until he said, “He’s the one who acted in Brokeback Mountain.” & that got me all excited ^^; (I still haven’t seen it yet, even though I have it with me & I want to) & my father said something like, it was divine punishment for acting in something like that, but of course I didn’t feel that way.

So, at that time, I started thinking, “it’s such a pity that he died”, cos I really liked Casanova a lot, & I would’ve obviously liked to see him act in more shows.

& that’s how my obsession grew. It flared up again during this month because of Batman. Because everyone was talking about him, I realised that it was sorta because of this show that he died. What I didn’t know, until the day before I saw the show, was that he managed to finish acting in it before he died. XD I thought he died before he even started acting in it! So, I was really excited to watch Batman then. & I saw it HAHAHAHAHA. ^__^ I mean, it’s too bad he was acting as a villain & all that (obviously, I’d want to see the actor that I like acting as a good person), but I feel that I get even more attracted to villains than heros, & he acted very well XD so I was very happy that I got to see him one more time, even though it’s so sad that it’s the last.

The first time I saw him in the movie, I could hardly recognise him, but since I knew it was him, I couldn't help going sth like "Aaah!" in that kinda fangirly voice ^^;

There were quite a lotta parts I liked in the Batman movie. Most of them was because of Joker ^_^ & it’s funny to say this, but I wanted to know more about Joker after watching it lol XD it’s like, because of his acting, it evoked my feelings, & that’s why I admire him so much. I was so curious about Joker, I actually was going to read the comics about him, just to find out more. But someone told me about Joker, so I was quite satisfied & relieved, because I didn’t really wanna read the comic anyway, & I’ve been disappointed before in similar situations ^^;

The thing was that although I would’ve liked to review movies (especially new ones, because it’s not often that I get to see a new movie when it comes out & everyone’s talking about it), but the reason why I never blogged about it is because I don’t like spoilers, so I don’t like giving spoilers as well. & considering how I feel about spoilers, I wouldn’t wanna read my own blog if I didn’t see the movie yet, & there wouldn’t really be much point blogging about it after everyone’s forgotten about it either. So, that’s why, even though I really want to, I’m not going to talk about the Batman movie. T_T

But I’ll talk a bit about Joker, without really referring to anything that happened in the movie. In the newspaper that I read, he was supposed to be a deranged serial killer or sth like that. I especially remembered the word “deranged” & “killer” but I didn’t think he was deranged, although I understand why he was considered deranged. I shouldn’t really say this, in case ppl think I’m crazy too, but he was just killing for his own reason, so I felt that was sort of justified (although I don’t mean this in real life, only in shows). As in, he obviously didn’t think very much of ppl’s lives, & everything was like a game to him, & his life didn’t seem to matter very much to him either (or so it seems, but he wouldn’t really let himself get killed meaninglessly). The way he killed ppl was brilliant, & cleverly thought of. & you see, in my opinion, as long as he doesn’t kill the person he loves, that’s good enough. ^^;

So I couldn’t help wondering about his past & all that (which is why I wanted to read the comics at that time). But the way he was portrayed in the show was different than his character in the comics (from what I heard about the comics), so I’m glad I didn’t read the comics because then I would’ve felt that he wasn’t acting his part properly ^^; & because I didn’t really feel he was deranged, I was curious to know what he was thinking most of the time (like how I wish to know what ppl are thinking most of the time), but sadly, in joker’s case, I think his thoughts aren’t much, apart from making batman angry & killing ppl off. But he was quite funny at the same time, so it was entertaining to watch him even though he was a villain ^^

As you can see, the paint on his face is coming off, so I couldn't help but be curious about why he would paint his face in the first place, whereas the Joker's face in the comic is natural.

Also, while I was obsessing about him, I heard that other ppl were obsessing about the Batman guy, & I was like, “huh…” T_T So that’s partly why I wanted to blog about this, although I’m sure there’re a lot more fans of his other than me (who’s a new fan anyway). Because I obviously think that Heath Ledger outshone Christian Bale, but that’s my opinion, so whatever readers think, they should keep it to themselves, & they can be rude about me in their own blogs, as long as they don’t bother me in MY blog ^^;

& I think that Heath Ledger is hotter anyway, even though you can’t see it in Batman ^^; He’s definitely more fun to watch, & it’s nice to see him kill other villains (the small fry ones) rather than to see a hero just capture them & obviously not killing them, even if they really deserved it (I guess I’m really violent & cold-hearted, cos I don’t have any pity for those other villains).

Anyway, I think I wrote a lot about him already, & any more of it wouldn’t be much point, cos I wrote most of the things I was thinking about already, without giving any spoilers. The nice thing about putting this in a separate post is that I can put more pics of him! hahahaha XD

This pic reminds me of when he talks. & he keeps on licking his lips, dunno why. & I couldn’t help thinking, I don’t know what’s the big deal about seeing guy licking their lips, even though a lotta girls like it, but since I’ve experienced it before when I saw this jap singer I liked doing it, I sorta understand how it feels. For Joker, I couldn’t seem to take my eyes of his lips & tongue when he did that *___* haha that sounds weird, I know ^^; It’s like, I didn’t know which to look at more (or rather, where to focus), his eyes, his lips, or overall, his face expressions ^^; I guess that’s what happens when you really like someone who’s dynamic XD

Ok, I will stop here, although I can go on, but I choose not to *sighs* At least, I don’t really have that heartache feeling, but it’s still bad when you have an infatuation (oh, what girls are cursed with lol XP). I’ve never seen a guy being infatuated as badly as girls, but I’m sure there are in this world, so yeah, I sympathise also, & I’ve just to wait for it to pass. I wonder how long it’ll take for it to go away ^^;

& I thought that I'll juz put a few more pics at the end, since it doesn't really matter anyway, & viewing pics should be faster & easier than reading, & you don't have to see the pics if you don't want to ;-)

I thought it was a good pic, since it showed some of the shows he acted in, & I saw all of them before, except Brokeback Mountain, which I plan to see anyway... what I didn't know was that he acted in Brothers Grimm. So, I re-watched it ^__^ it was not bad, but again, I could hardly recognise him in that show because he was having facial hair & he was wearing specs, but he was quite cute in that show too ;-)

I dunno why, but when I see Joker's pics, I seem to see this pic everywhere, so I thought I might as well put it here, just for the sake of it ;-D probably that's his standard look lol

I quite liked this pic of Joker, because here I can see more of Heath Ledger than Joker, but I don't remember seeing his face so clearly in the show... strange... ^^;

and to end it, a nice pic of him, in the cover of the Casanova XD quite seductive, in my opinion ^__^

oh wait, no, I'm not gonna end it yet... since someone felt tat the general sexy pic I put is gay, I'm gonna put the other one I was considering (if u think that's gay too, I have nothing to say already lol ^^; )... & u can go ahead & laugh all u want XP