The confession

Ok, here it is. The big confession.

Yeah, rite, who am I kidding? XP

It’s true that it might freak some ppl out, but I think it’s not such a big deal, since those who do know me know *ahem* my inclinations towards… certain things. Anyway, since it is a confession (but, it’s still hard for me to say it), I’m not really gonna beat around the bush anymore, so I’ll go directly to the point & say it (so, I’ll be making this post a lot shorter too).

Ok *takes deep breath* I can do this…

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Argh! I can’t do it!

No, I can!

Fine, I’ll admit it!

I READ GAY COMICS!!!!

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I finally said it, sth that I kept secret for more than 4 mths (ok, fine, there are secrets that I’ve kept for years, so dun think I can’t keep secrets ;-P)…

Did you fall off ur chair? Or maybe scream, “What the hell?” or sth like that? Some ppl would be freaked out over it (I can already think of a few)… haha, the good thing is that hopefully not many ppl I noe will read this post, so it’ll still be quite a secret haha lol XP

Haha maybe some ppl dun even know there are gay comics… I didn’t at first, but then again, I’m super blur about everything… ^^;

Anyway, do you know how frustrating it is to like sth & you juz wanna tell ppl how nice it is, or sth like that, but you have to refrain from mentioning it? It wasn’t my 1^st time feeling frustrated, but still… nobody likes being frustrated… (if you do, then I would call that a fetish)…

So yeah, those who know me may know that I like gay stuff but I dun think they’d expect me to read gay comics ^^;

Let me put up a few covers so you can see what I’ve been doing secretly for the past few months… hehehe… ;-P dun worry, though, it’s nth pornographic haha lol XP

WARNING: NOT MEANT FOR LITTLE CHILDREN

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IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY CERTAIN MATERIAL, IT IS ADVISABLE THAT YOU DO NOT VIEW IT. LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHA

These were the few comics that I started off with, cos I was attracted by the cover… XD

& then I realized that they were by the same artist, which is why the drawings look super similar… ;-D that person is called chi-ran (I love her drawings~), as you can see on the cover (pls ignore any other words you might see in case it offends you XP)… & if you took my friends test, you would know that I did ask a question asking who’s my fav comic artist, but I didn’t put chi-ran there haha ;-P so, I’m not going to give any hints for that answer… but, in the choices there, some of the artists names there were the ones who draw the gay comics, so you wouldn't know whether my fav comic artist was someone who draw a straight comic or a gay comic... XP

*ahem* if you observe the covers, you would probably notice a similarity between them (or maybe it's juz me, looking at them too long XD)...

I juz needed to put this pic bcos although some ppl may find this pic a bit shocking, but this my very fav. gay comic... it was juz a short story, a oneshot, but I love it to bits... XD


actually, there are lots more, but I think I'd better stop putting pics... ^^;



Oh, & I wanted to mention this for quite some time, because I’ve been amused about it for a very long time… it’s about this pic:

You know, this pic is one of my most fav pics & I put it wherever I can, like in my handphone, on msn, & most of the forums that I was in, & none of my frens said anything about it, so I thought, they were probably thinking it was a normal pic when actually it wasn’t ;-D

So yeah, I feel like bursting out laughing saying this, but that pic… is actually a gay pic!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*ahem* ok, I finished laughing *coughlaughcough*

Hmm, actually, I think that’s about it, cos I really have no idea what else to say anymore… but, I do wanna post up again in a few days time, to put another meaningless post that I find amusing… no more big secrets though… XP

PS: suddenly I remembered one of the reasons why I was frustrated for keeping this secret for so long… it’s also about a comic that I read in a bookshop, & the thing is, there was only one volume, so after I finished reading it, I tried to search for it online, but I couldn’t find it at all, it was like it didn’t exist… then, juz lately, when browsing at the gay section (yes, the place I go to splits it into gay & straight, that kinda thing, cos obviously there are ppl who wouldn’t wanna read gay comics), I saw it! That exact comic!!! In the GAY section!!!!! XD XD

Obviously, I was super shocked, cos I didn’t even know it was classified as gay… but, I was obviously very happy to find one of the comics that captivated me last time, even though I forgot about it for quite some time… ;-P

& then, I realized it was gay because of the 2^nd volume that I hadn’t read yet… unfortunately, the 2^nd volume that I have is not translated, so obviously I didn’t read it… ;-( but, at least now I know it finishes at the 2^nd volume, so I’m waiting for someone to translate it… ^^ here’s the pic that caught my attention:

*sighs dreamily* lovely pic (to me, that is)… too bad if you don’t like cartoon drawings, cos I’ll be putting more up next time, when I’m in the mood, that is… ^__^