Dedicated Post

This is a dedicated post to my friend, Karyn.
Why?
Cos it's her bday today ;-)

anyway, think of it as a online present, cos I'd like to do sth better, but seriously can't think of anything else, so I came up with this...

although, as a favour, pls don't tell anyone I wrote this... it'll be our secret, ok? ^__^

I wrote you a poem (so-called poems, but my poems never rhyme)... & if you like, I can write more for you next time, but I dun think it's such a good idea cos you'll find out my style in writing & realise it's all around the same & eventually get bored of it... T_T; that's y some things are better once & juz once... ^^;

Your Special Day

Everyday is a special day,
But to me, today's more special,
'Cause it's your birthday today,
And I'll never forget it.

I've been friends with you for five months,
And you've been really good to me,
I'm so glad that I met you,
And thank God for your existence.

It's fun spending time with you,
'Cause with you, I never get bored,
People love to hang out with you,
'Cause of your personality.

You're smart, pretty and nice,
I get motivated by you,
You affect other people too,
It shows the difference you made.

Of course, I like to see you smile,
Because I care about you,
So don't feel that no one cares,
'Cause when you're sad, I feel sad too.

So enjoy your birthday today,
'Cause it only comes once a year,
Remember that we (your family and friends) love you,
And you're always precious to us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ^__^

hope you liked it~ ^^;
some ppl get grossed out by this kinda stuff, so I hope you don't... actually, I'd like to put a pic or sth (you noe, of a cute guy, that kinda stuff), but I was thinking, you probably won't like them, & I dun really have any good pics to put anyway, plus, our taste is still a bit different ^^; so, juz imagine a hot spanish guy as ur on9 bday present.. XP *gives virtual cookies too*

yesterday, my parents were asking me what I wanted for my bday present, & I was like, "Hmm... I dunno"... cos the thing I want most rite now is my downloads, but that's sth I get for myself... & they can't give me fast connection.. T_T;

so, we'll see what my bday present is.. muahahaha!!! lol~ XP

[Tag] Couldn't resist this

actually, although I was gonna write something on my blog as an update, but I decided to do that another day to do this:

I found this in karyn's blog... ;-)
I like doing this kinda stuff *embarrassed*

Instructions.

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Anything you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychedelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses.
32. I have potential. [um, well, about that...]
33. I like cheese. fattening but hard to resist....
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra. Otherwise I don't have boobs. [yeah, right. Hahaha]
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. yeap...
38. I'm left-handed. [yay! I feel special! XP]
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I like pop music. [and many others]
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight. [lately, this isn't true, but it's not my regular habit]
45. I hate parking fines. who likes it anyway....but I haven't receive any so far
46. I know the National Anthem of my country by heart... [obviously... *rolls eyes*]
47. I know more than two languages. [not good enough... I need to know chinesse!!!]
48. I spend too much time on my computer. [yep... & I love it! ^__^]
49. I often want to throw my computer out the window. [omg, that's a sin! lol~ XP]
50. I live on the first floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied before. who hasn't?
54. Cocks are my favorite birds. [... ... that sounds so sick]
55. I want to conquer the world. [not interested... unless it's to do with my downloads!!! XP]
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise. [depends... ]
60. I hate science with a passion.
61. I like to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and curly.
67. My nails are nine inches long.
68. One of my favorite colors is black.
69. I like to sleep on the floor. [haha, doesn't matter to me]
70. I am hopeless at cooking. [how embarrassing for a girl *blushes*]
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little. [dun do this, it's bad for your thumb & your teeth]
72. I should be doing something else rather than bolding this. [don't remind me!]
73. I online a lot, but not on Msn. [ehehe... too busy doing stuff]
74. I hate government. [it's a natural thing~ hope they dun c this though ^^;]
75. I have a boyfriend. [I wish]
76. I'm too nice for my own good. [I'll feel a hyprocrite if I bolded this]
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can. Though I never have time.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I sometimes like arguing. [hate arguing, wastes time & energy... plus, I never win]
80. I live in a lagoon. [wow, sounds cool]
81. I clean my room once a month. [huh? I hardly clean mine...]
82. I'm scared of american fast food. [who could be scared? are they crazy?]
83. I am prying open my third eye. [haha, that sounds funny]
84. I love Mozambique. [what's that?]
85. I don't trust any religion. [I have no comment, or not much opinion about religion rite now]
86. I used to play with barbies. [there's nth wrong with that]
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little. [more like superpowers]
88. I like listening to wind chimes. [dun really care]
89. I'm very disorganized.
90. My hair is short and straight.
91. I learn a lot. [useless stuff, actually]
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary. [but hardly write in it, so it defeats the purpose ;-P]
94. I can't do cartwheels. [muahahahahahahahaha!!!!]
95. I am very lazy. [too true~]
96. I'm sarcastic. [not that good at being sarcastic ;-(]
97. I think my hair is annoying. [a person's hair is their glory!]
98. I'm very emotional.
99. I love being "ab-normal".
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

... that was quite fun...

of course, since there're lots of these kinda stuffs, it shows how complex & deep humans are, doesn't it? if there's a person you were interested in, & they did this, you'd already know 100 things about them, & it saves time & effort of asking the person directly (which is what I do most of the time... T_T;) ;-P

actually, I half wish there were more, but I could actually get addicted to this kinda stuff, so normally, I won't read it, or else I'll wanna do it...

gtg study now... but, actually I won't be studying until I've rested enough, so yeah... --;

Something New

well, before I write about what happened today, I was thinking, when I started this blog, I kinda expected it to be depressing most of the time, with complaints about my parents, studies & wat normally irritates me... but, I realised that it's not really nice to write depressing stuff all the time, & who wants to read stuff like that anyway? I noe I don't, although everybody's taste is different... so anyway, I'll try my best not to be too depressing, but hey, it's not like I'm a depressing person anyway, I can get cheered up very easily! ^__^

anyway, today I lent my shoulder to a guy. well, I guess it's ok since he's a friend (although we only knew each other for a few months or so), but it's my 1st time, & I think when he rested his head on my shoulder, I stiffened up a bit cos my mum alwiz thought me since young that you can't simply do these kinda things cos it's not good, but I stopped following her about that (yes, I know I'm naughty & bad =P)...

but, seriously, we're juz friends, nth more, so it's ok... it's juz that, when all that was happening, I couldn't help thinking, if only the person I liked (still unknown) would lean his head on my shoulder, or vice versa (actually, the latter is better for me, hehe XD)... but, cos b4 this, I dun really haf guy friends, so I was thinking that this is a good thing, & I'd like to have guy & girl friends cos friends are impt, rite? ^__^ but, I hardly have any good friends, so all I can do is hope that every friend I make will be a good friend... ;-)

yep, that's about it... actually, b4 this, I wanted to complain about my parents, especially my father, cos he's been irritating me with his nagging again (I normally dun have a temper, but when he starts, I can feel myself boiling! T_T;), but today I dun feel like it, so I'm sure I'll complain on other days anyway, so there's no need to complain today... ^^;

also, although I noe I never study, but I'm still not really studying... I really feel pathetic, but I can't seem to stop screwing up my life, so I juz hope that all goes well for me... >_<;

cos sometimes I wonder, is my life like a storybook? if so, it should have a happy ending, rite? but, then again, a lotta stupid books dun have happy endings, & I dun read those kinda books, but well, I hope my life isn't that kinda book... so, that always gives me hope, cos a lotta good things have happened to me, & I can only thank God for his grace & mercy to someone like me, who doesn't even have a close relationship to him T_T; Thank you, God! XD

1st post

haha, my 1st post...

well, I've decided to write more about my feelings...

cos I realised that, wat u feel now may not be wat u feel next time, & ppl sometimes dun remember their thoughts or emotions after some time...

so, that's wat I plan to do! in this blog, that is.. ;-)

& I'm gonna blog in wateva way I feel like, regardless of spelling & grammar, although this will probably make my English worse than it already is.. T_T;

still, this blog might make me feel better... as long as I actually post stuff on it... ^^;